Wished to be Real

7

I'm always a mother, its never no me time. And lately I've been feeling kind of defeated. My life has no spice to it. I'm always Nouri.....I'm never Cookie. So tonight's going to be different.
~Nouri

"C'Mon Nouri, We not waiting in line girl, we're models." My friend Kim said as we stepped outside her

750 Mercedes Benz.

Kim and our friend Monica decided I needed to get out.

So I hired Zoie a baby sitter, which I've never done before.

Not even an hour later and I miss her.

"Yeah girl, but we are models in New York the big Apple. Not some bad ass part like Trenton. " I whined.

The club was packed. We passed everyone.

We instantly became those bitches

As soon as we walked in the door Dj Reese shouted

"Oh shit My Gurl Nouri popped out. You bitches are officially about to be Mad. Cause Cookie was showing her Cookie in that Victoria Secrets shoot. Real niggas in the building..... wait oh shit Twin and Devin just walked in. Real niggas, real money in the building tonight."

"Twin I ain't seen you since that FBI investigation two years ago. But I got the song for you." Dj Reese screamed as he started remixing Dreams and Nightmares By Meek Mills

Kim and me walked to our VIP section.

A bottle girl brought over two bottles of patron.

"Hol up wait a minute y'all thought I was finished. When I bought that Ashton Martin y'all thought it was rented Flexing on these niggas..."

Me and Kim sung in unison with the song.

"I'm so happy you came out tonight. You look good." Monica said to me

I looked down at my outfit. I had on a black lace Bartlett with a deep V neck, a long tight high waisted skirt that was multi colored, and some white strapped high heels. My black MAC lipstick and light make-up was

Doing its job.

"Thank you y'all. I've been feeling down lately. Between always being a 24-7 working mom and a woman I get really exhausted. I'm always a mother, its never no me time. And lately I've been feeling kind of defeated. My life has no spice to it. I'm always Nouri.....I'm never Cookie. So tonight's going to be different. Tonight imma actually have fun." I said

"Shots to that." Kim alcoholic ass said.

Just then big daddy with Nicki Minaj came on

After taking the shot I saw a pole in the middle.

I don't know what had gotten into me. But my wild ass climbed on the pole.

I seductively kicked my heels off.

I Let the base decide my sway.

I had been on the pole before.

If it was your time of the month you would have to strip.

In X's words.....you can never stop making money.

I climbed up the pole. Placing my legs at the top of my head and a backflip. I landed into a split.

"That's my bitch!! Go Cookie!" Kim ass sung.

I got my ass up and plopped on the near by seat cushion.

I smiled is cologne before I saw his sexy face. His blue eyes was bloodshot red, meaning he was high. Aka on bullshit. He had on these white true religion crisp jeans. His matching shirt clung to his ripped muscles as if he was God.
He had on white bread 11's, and 10 carats diamond earrings in his ear.
He had tattoos which was more visible.

"Take another shot trick!" Monica yelled

I was about to but I felt someone grab my hand.

"Nawl Ma you good." Casper said

I quickly snatched my hand from his embrace.

"Hey Twin.....Cookie how you know twin?" Kim as said sounding drunk as hell.

"This is Casper. " I said matter of fact

"The Fine ass nigga who be checking you." Loud mouth said

"Remind me to not tell yo ass shit no more." I hissed at Kim

Casper chuckled

He pulled me closed let me talk to you for a second.

I walked over to the side leaning on the wall.

"Where is Zoie?" He said

He was so close I could smell the mint off his tongue.

"Home. I needed woman time" I expressed

He smiled showing those straight pearly white teeth. His dimples made me blush

"Well you could of called me for that. I could have helped you out."

I laughed
He's bold

"Well I've been good for 6 years I think I could be good for 6 more." I said.

"I'm not trying to just Fuck you. Nouri I'm 34 years and I am looking for a woman. I wouldn't mind kissing on your beautiful body and having you calling me daddy." He said with content.
"So let's cut to the chase. I like you. Your style, your walk, your talk. Your a phenomenal mother. I want you need me. So as much as I wanna see that ass bent over. I'd rather to see you smie in the morning." He said

I knew I must have been tipsy cause I leaned up kissing his soft lips.

He sucked on my bottom lip. Together grinning when coming up for air.

"Hey wassup lovers" Devin yelled

I laughed

"Hey Nouri where's that beautiful daughter of yours. I been looking for a little girl for my clothing line. " Devin gave me a hug

"How do you know Devin Ma?" Casper asked

"When I first started modeling I started out as a fill in for some of his models. " I said.

Although Devin looked good. I would never try things with him. He's too controlling and nostalgic.

Casper rubbed his hand over my butt.

I walked away going straight to my girls and taking a shot to the head.

"Baby lets go home" Casper whispered in my ear grinding on my butt.

"Take me to my house" I said just as he picked me up bridal style leaving out the club.