Girl & Boy

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Girl and Boy

You know you like a person a lot when it feels wrong to think about them sexually or in a compromised way. So either that's what you're doing, or you just don't like me.

No, I do like you

So it's the first one. Or not. You're extremely hard for me to read

I mean, I haven't really thought about you in that way

It's okay if you do, it's normal

I mean, I seriously haven't thought of you in that way. I'm more of a think about dates and stuff. Rather than someone who thinks about sexual scenarios

Aww, omg, that's really sweet haha

Well, I mean that's just kinda how I am. It's not something I have to think about

It's weird that I'm the one with the sexual mind lol

It's alright, I have a bit of a dirty mind too lol

It's funny because I'm a sexually repressed virgin lol

Lol

Does that bother you?

No, not really. It doesn't bother me at all

Really?

Yeah, it's all okay. Most people are sexually repressed. I just kind of grew out of it

I think it's gotten worse ever since my friend told me that someone in our grade lost their virginity. I like started obsessing over it. Because I thought if no one wants to have sex with me, I'll be 35 years old and a virgin

I understand that

I think it got progressively worse this year. Well, I changed a lot. I look and feel different. But I feel sexually trapped and repressed still

Hey, can I be honest with you about something?

Yeah, of course

I don't want it to come off as weird, but it might

I don't think it will, but go ahead

Alright, well...

You can say it

Alright well, I'm saying that if I ever got to know you well enough and I felt comfortable and safe around you...
Nevermind, I sound stupid

No, you don't, tell me

It's going to come off as weird

It's okay, I trust you

Well, I guess what I'm saying is if I ever wanted to lose my virginity...

Yeah?

Sorry, this is weird

It's not weird, sex is normal

I'm just saying that I would want it to be with someone I care about

Well, you're not being very clear, but I think I follow...

Nevermind

No, no. It's okay

It would've come out as weird anyways

No, it's okay, I get it. So, are you saying you wanna have sex with me? Lol

I mean, if I want to lose it to someone, I guess I would want it to be with you? I'm not looking for anything like that right now, because it scares me a little

Wow, I didn't know

Well, I mean I would want it to be with you because I really like you and you're awesome. But I'm not ready. It totally scares me

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 30, 2021 ⏰

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