Vanessa's love

Saturday Night.

Vanessa's pov.

It was just a beautiful Saturday with absolutely nothing to do.
I hate when I have nothing to do on Saturday night. I usually just watch tv or stay up all night on the phone with Megan.

I decided to call Megan and see what she's doing tonight.

"Hey, what are you doing tonight?"

"Just goin to a party." She said.

"A party? Who's party?"

"Some girl named Alison's party."

"Oh." I said.

"You wanna come?"

"Nah. I've got better things to do."

"Alright but it's gonna be a blast. Really wish you can come."

"Yeah, me too. But I can't."

"Well I gotta go but hey ya know that new girl is gonna be here."

"Ariana?"

"Yeah, that's her name."

"Oh... I said.
Um, I'll be there soon."

"Yes."

So I got up from my bed and threw on some skinny jeans and a white top with a SnapBack and black high tops.
I hope to meet a really cute guy while I'm there.

I arrive 15 minutes later to the party. When I walked in I could see a bunch of people I noticed from school.
Then I see Megan.

"Hey girl."

"Hey" I say as we hug.

"Hey Vanessa." Said Ariana.

"Hey.." I say smiling back at her.

We were talking, the music was blasting of course, people were drinking, eating having a good time. Except for me.

I can see people staring me down talking about me and all that other stuff.

I felt the need to cry and punch someone at the same time.

Then I spotted this guy standing by the snack table talking to his friend.
He's kinda cute from afar. I wonder if he is up close.

I wanted to walk up to him and say hi. But I am afraid I might say the wrong thing. So I asked Ariana for advice.

"So, I want to go talk to that guy over there but I don't know what to say. Help?"

"Alright. First, you need to relax. As you approach him you need to just be yourself.

Say "hi, my name is Vanessa." Then he'll introduce himself.
Usually when I meet a girl I tend to start off slow and work my way up to flirt town. Then I slide my way to get the number. Easy right?"

"I guess. Ok, I'm gonna do it. Wish me luck."

"Luck."

As I'm walking toward him I realize that it's not that hard to talk to him. He could be nice... but he also could be rude. Who knows.

"Hi, I'm Vanessa."

"Hey, I'm Gavin."

Wow he really is cute up close.
He has big muscles with short brown hair and a very cute smile.

"How are you tonight?" He asked.

"I'm well."

"Good. So, you come with anyone tonight?"

"Me? No, Guys don't seem to like me. I guess I'm not that datable."

"Hahah, funny."

"Haha thanks. How about you? Did you come with anybody?"

"Yeah, they're somewhere over there."

"Oh. Well I guess I'll be going since you have a date. Lucky girl." I say depressed.

"Girl? Oh, no no no. In case you didn't know, I'm gay."

"Wow, is everyone gay these days?"

"Haha, no, I don't think so."

Then his boyfriend showed up.

"Well Vanessa, this is my boyfriend, Marcus.

"Nice to meet you Marcus."

Then I walked away with depression. No one likes me. No one. All the cute guys I might actually have a chance either turn me down later or be gay.

I searched for Ariana but I didn't see her. Looked for about 5 minutes then i spotted her siting down on the couch kissing this girl.

"Ariana."

"Oh, hey, what's up?"

I gave her that "we need to talk" look.

"Um, I'll be right back baby."

"Baby? Why did you call her baby you barely even know her?" I say.

"I call everyone baby. it's just me."

"Oh ..."

I told her about what happened back there. She gave some more advice.

"Look, maybe you should just chill out with the guys for now. I don't think guys are right for you."

"What so you think I should just go lesbian?"

"No, I'm saying just take a break."
"Oh." I said in a sad voice.
"I think I should just go home."

"Yeah you do that. I'll call ya tomorrow."

"Okay. See ya later."

Then I left while everyone was giving me weird looks. After I got home I put in my favorite pjs and plopped into bed.

Life is not worth to live for.