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I took a sip of the water and let it chase down the pill as I swallowed.
I never told Moira that I have bipolar disorder and bipolar depression. Mainly because I don't want her to judge me.
I was diagnose with them when I was 13 and ever since everyone that knew judged me about it. Now I just don't tell anybody.
I don't take my pills often. I only take my pills for my depression but not my BD ones.
I probably take them once a month, but since that day I choked Moira up I've been beating myself up about it.
I started taking them everyday to prevent it from happening again but I fucking hate it. God knows I hate it. I can't be myself when I want.
But I force myself everyday only for Moira.
"King!" My mama yelled knocking me out my daze
"Yes Mamma?" I got up following her voice
I came to visit my Mamma simply because I haven't been around much.
I'm either working at the trap, handling shipping, or at Moira's
"Can you staying for dinner?" She asked me
"Mamma if you miss me just say that." I said messing with her
She mugged me rolling her eyes
"I'm playing I missed you too." I chuckled " But yeah imma stay, I actually want you to meet someone." I told her
"Meet who!" She whipped her head my direction
"Someone... a girl." I told her
Talking or even thinking about Moira make me smile. She really do something to a jit.
"You be getting these broke down bitches who got nothing to do with they life. I'm not gone handle no more stress with no girl of yours. You can keep it." She told me walking away
"But ma she different." I whined
"You say that every time." She told me
"That was because I used to get tired of sneaking them girls in yo house." I told her
A couple years back when I was in high school before I got my own place I used to sneak my girlfriends in my moms house and every time I got tired of it I'll just introduce them to my mama.
