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jules return

rue wakes up and feels empty. it takes her a few minutes to remember & proccess what'd happened last night.

 jules.

the party. 

nate.

the trainstation.

rues heart drops & she wishes she hadnt remembered that last part.

 jules was gone.  she'd left her alone at the train station, on that platform, crying. 

rue fights back tears and decides to distract herself with her phone, that was lying beside her. 

her phone was exploding with notifications.. all from jules. 

4 missed calls, 2 voicemails, and a shit ton of messages. 

jules: i cant do this 

jules: im coming home rue. can i come over?

another 3 calls.

jules: i love you rue

jules: please dont be mad 

another call.

jules: i love you so much it hurts

2 more calls. and a voicemail.

rue sat up and just set her phone down again. there was a knocking at her window and it honestly startled her. it was jules. rue wasn't surprised- not many others knock at her window.

rue gets herself up and slowly opens the window, jules climbing in. "rue," she throws her arms around her. rue hesitates but hugs back. "you scared the fucking shit out of me." she breaks away, making eye contact; all of her worries seem small once she locks eyes with rue.

rues mouth opens, but she doesnt say anything. she doesnt know what to say. she'd just woken up, like, less than five minutes ago. "rue- i thought you-" jules doesnt have to finish her sentence. "no," rue says quickly. "im sorry rue. once- once those doors closed i knew id fucked up. even with how much i hate this town.. and how badly i long to run away to the city.. i dont want to be without you, ever- ever again, rue." jules dumps out, truthfully. she'd planned an apology speech, and it had replayed over and over in her mind- but it was nothing close to what she just spat out. rue sometimes makes it hard for jules to think.

"im so sorry, rue. i was scared and- i regret it and- i dont want a life that doesnt have you in it, rue. im sorr-" jules words just kept spilling out.

"julie, its okay," rue cuts her off, grabbing her hands. jules instantly relaxes when rue finally responds. her breath slowed. rue had never seen jules like this, and she was a little concerned. "its okay," rue repeats soothingly. 

jules gulps. 

"are you mad at me?" 

"i could never be mad at you."

"even when i leave you crying at a trainstation?" jules eyebrows furrow, but shes mostly joking, a small smile on her lips.

"nah," rue finds herself smiling back. "im sorry i didnt reply to your texts," rue says, intertwining their fingers. "its okay," jules sniffles. 

"are we okay?" jules asks after a moment of comfy silence. "we are if your okay." rue says. it was a simple sentence but warmed jules heart. rue never fails to think of her; always considers her feelings. 

"im okay," jules says.

"can i kiss you?" rue asks. jules nods, grinning- and rue leans in, connecting their lips. its a soft kiss. "i missed you so much," jules says, leaning their foreheads together. rue smiles. "i missed you, too,"

ik this is sucky, im too lazy to edit it also its my first time writing them so lolol

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