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Jungkooks pov

I walk downstairs and see senpai stood in the lounge. He smiles looking at me "you dropped this note as you left" he holds a note out making me tilt my head "I had a note with me?" I take it from him and open it and my eyes widen blushing madly "i-i-i-i-"

He chuckles "you Dont need to explain, everyone doodles....this doesn't make anything different between us! Trust me I've put different last names with my name to see how the sound, it's fine"

I step back and then look down fiddling with the bottom of the hoodie "I-I-I need to go do some homework..."I turn to leave and wince when he grabs my wrist "jungkook? Are you okay...you seem off" I shake my head "no I'm fine!" I then pull my wrist out his grip "I've got things to do"

Yoongi glares at me and shakes his head "jungkook, you can stay with your hyungs a little longer" I step back "no you don't understand I have a lot to do and-and homework to finish! I'll be back down later!"

I rush back to my room closing and locking the door. I grab my knife and then walk to a picture frame on the wall. I then stab the frame with my knife stabbing thr picture inside as well

I continue to stab it and then gasp when I get my knife stuck in the wall "ah shit..." I take the frame off the wall ripping the photo inside. I chuck it into the trash and then use all my strength and pull the knife out the wall huffing

I then wince slicing my hand on the knife "fuck"

"what are you doing?!"



I gasp and turn around and my eyes widen seeing...


"h-hyung"
Senpai stands at the door with his arms crossed, I look at him "I-I can explain" he holds his hand out and I then hand him the knife. He sighs "you need to stop self harming"

My eyes widen a little and I calm down a little

He doesn't know...
He just thinks I'm cutting myself...
That's a relief

He sighs and grabs my hand and places a bandaid over the cut on my hand "promise me you won't cut anymore kook?"
He gasps seeing the broken glass "oh kook...are you upset? You smashed a frame"

I shake my head "I'm just....i got another message from a girl at school, she is accusing me of murder" I pretend to act sad and sit on my bed "I just...im worried that maybe people will start to believe them" Senpai sits next to me "nobody will believe them if it's not true kook, you aren't a psycho, even I know that and I barley know you"

I look at him and then look down "then why do you care so much?...id you don't know me, then why are you even here?" he smiles "because I want to get to know you! I want to be friends" I tilt my head "friends?" he nods "yeah definitely!"

My heart breaks a little and I feel an urge to stab someone but I hold back. He stands up and ruffles my hair "I'll message you later okay?" I nod "o-okay"

My breath hitches when he kisses my head and walks out the room after picking the broken frame up and taking it out the room with him.

I swear I locked the door...

BUT

Senpai kissed my head~
Oh his lips are so plump, it was such a gentle kiss...

I love him so much!!!
I lay Down on my back on my bed giggling loads, I then open my bedside table pulling out a photo I have of Senpai and I hold it close to my chest giggling more

he will be mine!






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