BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE (Lucy Heartfillia)

PROLOGUE

One year had passed since the tartaros attack, half of the city was destroyed. Even our home, Fairytail.

After the battle, Master decided to disband the guild. Disbandment of the guild gave sadness and pain to me. I stared my emblem as my tears fall down. My mouth open but decided not to talk. My words is not important. I'm not important just like before.

I know making a decision like this were hard to our Master. He is the first one who would feel the pain. He really love the guild, His eyes tell how much he is. There's a reason why we ended parting ways, and can't point out what it is.

Also, Natsu and happy left before master announced the bad news. Even Gray and Juvia didn't show up.

We split us, without saying goodbye. Well except for me, I'm not able to say farewell to them.

They ignored me, no one talk to me.

I'm just like air, you can feel but not able to see.

They chose to forget my existence. I lost them. I lost Aquarius.

And now, I.. I'm alone again.

I stayed in my apartment, changing location was out of my mind. I don't bother to leave this place. Place that give me hope to continue living even there's so much pain to remember.

The problem is, how can I pay the rent?.

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Tears streaming down to my face, watching them smiling and laughing to each other. They don't seem regretting. They totally forgot me but I understand.

They saw me as Weak and useless, who just know is to hide to my spirits back.

Waiting to protect me. Such a burden.

I think never cross to their mind all I did for them, they just remembered I'm the one who brings mischief and cause of destruction to our guild.

They hated me. They despised me.

But even though, even they threw spice words towards me I still love them, I still care.
And I understand why everything has changed, why it turns treated me like a trash. Since the short white haired back from Edolas, I received all that treatment but I don't blame her.

Seeing them happy while rebuilding the guild gives so much happiness on me. I'm glad all of them are safe.

I feel relieved, they're all complete, even master was there helping.

Watching them in a far distance, makes me out of place.

I swallow the lump in my throat, deciding not to show up. I turn my back, take a step outward. Leaving Fairytail wasn't come to my mind. I will still support the guild, I will still fight for them, for our pride as a Fairytail wizard.

But now, letting myself to heal from the invisible wound they caused is the most I needed.

I halted and turn my head to see my dearest comrades from a far. I wiped my tears and raised my hand where my insignia is, I do the signature stunt.

Smile were written on my face, recognizing the owner of pinkette haired.

"Natsu".