REMORSE

Roshni's past!

Recap:Arushi started crying. Aman was looking at her. Roshni was trying to stop her but it went in vain.Aman started panicking as he never saw Arushi crying like this.

Aman was in tears by seeing his little Arushi like that. Roshni noticed.
[Roshni's pov: I saw him panicking. He was in tears. He hasnt held Arushi in his arms once as i didmt lwt him to take her.]
[Aman's pov: She is crying! Is she feeling cold or hungry? I dont know anything about my Aru! I am such a bad bad father. I want to take her in my arms but will Rosh give her to me? I was just staring at her,i had nothing to do. Then i gathered courage to speak up.]
Aman:Rosh..i ..i didnt even held her once in my arms. Will you..
Roshni:You are seeing that she is crying. Why are you asking for her now?
Aman(putting his head down): Sorry!
Arushi was forwarding her hand toward Aman. Aman made puppy face and looked Roshni. Roshni melted and give Arushi to him. Aman was carefully taking her in his arms. He was being over-protective.
[Roshni's pov: I saw him taking her carefully. And whats this? She stopped crying! Both father and daughter are giigling now! Like father,like daughter! They are looking so adorable tohether. I ..i should click a picture of this moment! I took out phone and clicked the moment]
[Aman's pov:I held my Arushi first time in my arms. She is so soft,just like my Rosh. She has our blood! This is a heavenly feeling! I love this very much! She syopped crying too. Now we both are giggling!]

At night,Roshni made Arushi drink milk. Then she was making her sleep. Aman came there. He gave her a forhead kiss and sat beside them.Roshni's lips parted because of the shock.
Roshni:Why did you do that to me?
Aman:I kissed on my baby's mother's forhead,not you!
Roshni:I just dont like you!
Aman:Yes,you love me!
Roshni:Hah in your dreams. Now dont say your shitty dialogue again!
Aman:You know me so well!
Roshni:I used to think this but i dont know you!
Roshni was in tears.Aman felt guilty.
Aman:Rosh..
Roshni:Hushhh! Aru is sleeping!
Aman:Lets go on that way,near the window!
Roshni:But..
Aman:Please na!
Roshni agreed. Aman took sleeping Arushi from her hands and made her lay down on the bed. He adjusted the pillows around her so that she didnt fall down. Roshni smiled seeing him. Then Aman took her near the window.
Roshni:Yeah say what you want to.
Aman:Rosh.. This is maybe a silly question..but how did you feel when you come to know that you were pregnant? A little one was in you! I am getting goosebumps by thinking about this!
Roshni:I came back to India after that inciedent. I was brought up in India so decided to come back. I took a room on rent. I was searching for job.

                               *Flashback*
Roshni was trying hard to find a job. Her saving were coming to an end. All on a sudden,she felt vomiting. She vomitted in a corner and freshed herself. Just then,she saw a pregnant lady with her husband.He was taking care of her. Roshni unknowingly smiled. Just then,reality striked her.
[Roshni's pov:I..i didnt even got my dates! I am vomiting and i fainted that day too. Am i ..am i pregnant? I need to check!]
She went to a chemist and brought a kit. She went back to her room and tested. It came out positive.
[Roshni's pov:I am pregnant! Khanbaba's child! Our child! But..no..no..i wont tell him..]
She kept her hand on her stomach and was crying]
                              *Flashback Ends*

                             *Back to Present*
Roahni:And guess what,i got a job next day. My health was becoming worse bit i had to do the job..
And then, Rumman took me to her home. I forbade a lot as i didnt want to depend on others.
Aman hugged her.
Aman:I am sorry.
Roshni was awestrucked!
Aman:I wasnt there in your hard times. I am such a bad person,a bad father. Aru.. Aru born prematured, na? How did this happen?
Roshni broke the hug.
Roshni:Actually..i was working one day and fell ..fell down from the..second floor. It was my 8th month.. But thankfully my Arushi got saved. Doctors told me about delivering the baby. I was so scared. You know na,i am scared of blood,injections etc. I just cant tolerate the smell of hospitals. I was screaming in pain. During the operation,i got injured. My baby was saved. I was asked to rest for 2 months atleast but i had to do the job for my Aru.. That is why..this wound..this problem is..
Aman hugged her again.
Aman:Dont forgive a beast like me(with a senti smile) I am so bad,i questioned on you,i broke my promise..
Roshni was in tears. All on a sudden,Arushi started crying. They both aparted and went to attend her. Both were trying console her. They slept in a sitting position. Arushi was in Roshni's arms and Roshni was in Aman's arms.

In the morning,Junaid came to search Aman. The door was opened. He saw the trio sleeping. He smiled. The other members also see that.

A few days passed. Parveen was trying to accept her but Anjum(Dadi) was manipulating her.

One day,Roshni was folding her cloths. Junaid took Arushi with him. Aman was working on the laptop.
Aman(lookong at her):Rosh, stop working na! You will have pain again!
Roshni:Just a few left!
Aman switched off his laptop and went to her. He made her sit down.
Aman:Biwi nahi hai aur itne biwi wale kam kar rahi hai aur jab biwi banengi tab toh ghar sirrr pe utha lengi ap!
Roshni blushed then controlled herself.
Roshni:Uhhu i am not gonna marrry you!
Aman:Rosh,you will have to!
Before Roshni could say anything, Aman got a call.
Aman:Excuse me for a minute!
Roshni:Yes,sure!
Aman stood up and recieved the call.

[ON CALL]
Aman:Hello who's that?
Person:Hey,Aman! I am Richard,do you remember me?
Aman:How can i forget you buddy?
Richard:Yes,i found your number with much difficulty! Listen,i am getting married with Ena and you have to come!
Aman:Thats great! I will surely attend!
Richard:One more thing,dont mind, do you know where Roshni is?Actually she  was Ena's best friend and Ena is still angry with you because of her. Ena wants her on her marriage.Aman looked at Roshni. Roahni signaled what had happened. He smiled and wiped his tear from a corner.
Aman:Rosh is with me! I will come with her. Dont worry!
Richard:What? I mean thats great!
Aman:Thanks you,buddy! I will surely come and attend your wedding!
Richard:Okay,we will have a talk later. Bye!
[CALL ENDS]

Roshni went to Aman.
Roshni:Who was that?
Aman:It was Richard. Do you remember him?
Roshni:Yes Ena's boyfriend! Right?
Aman:Humm they are getting married and we are invited!
Roshni:Thats great but how can i?
Aman:Whats the peoblem,Rosh?
Roshni:Khanbaba ..wo actually..I am not that beautiful now..after..i gave birth..I have also gained weight. And also,i wont look good beside you. You will get..embarrassed because of me and Arushi.. so i was thinking to skip..i mean..
Aman:Shutup,Rosh! You are still beautiful!
Roshni:No,i am not and look at me,i look aged now. I cant look after everything and..
Aman:Your heart is beautiful,Rosh! And Ena wants you on her wedding. She was your best friend,right?
Roshni:But how will i manage all this? If people make fun of you..no,no.. i just cant tolerate!
Aman:Everything will be okay and if you are not going,i wont go too. You will have a word with Ena and will refuse her!
Roshni thought for a while.
Roshni:We will attend her wedding!
Aman became happy by hearing her.

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