My mind takes over it screams die,
my mouth opens and only lies.
No one will notice, no one will care
you useless thing why are you here?
No purpose in mind thoughts come alive
destroy yourself now, you can't thrive!
Rip your skin! Burn your hand!
We will win, don't make a stand.
No one loves you, you pathetic waste.
Why do you try and fail in haste?
Us demons rule; you can't do anything
try and see that you are nothing!
Lies they told "I'll never leave"
where are they now? stupid idiot, you believed
That broken smile fools them all
they think your happy when you feel so small
The reason you're here, what is it?
That far off promise losing bit by bit.
I wanted to die, I wanted to leave
just to end this pain I did plead
But that far off promise keeping me alive
"I will if you will" the reason i'll survive.
That promise saves me again and again
without it I'd be gone. It is my God send.
My hope remains in that promise alone.
No one can get that meaning beneath
those softly spoken words that make my heart beat.
Would he actually? I don't know
A chance i won't take
A sacrifice best left unknown...
YOU ARE READING
Why I'm alive
PoetrySo I just randomly wrote this one night and yea (: tell me what ya think c: