scenes from 'i love you' to 'i miss you'

my boy best friend

I turned my head towards Matteo. And quickly, before I even realized, he grabbed my neck and pulled my lips on his. I gasped, but didn't move away. Matteo pushed me against the wall, and then himself against me. And it's like time slowed down, it was just the two of us. Nothing else mattered to me, just him and his lips. The sparks, passion, sexual tension, it was all so much. So much that I could barely be here, in the moment, but I loved it. I loved every second of it.

His lips felt so soft, yet they were so rough. The passion from his movements was nearly unbearable, but I'm sure I matched his energy. Because this moment, his lips on mine, I've been waiting for it. For years, it's been the only moment I've dreamed of and now, finally, it's here.

"So, did it feel as good as you imagined?" Matteo pulled away and smirked, still pressed against me.

"Oh no, it was so much better," I said and pulled his lips back against mine.

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A/N hey imperfectly perfect little human being

here are some poems that i've written that go with the mood of this scene

and in case no one has told you today, 

i love you :)

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And he leaned in,

putting his mouth to my ear,

and whispered

"Because I want you.".

I could smell his cologne;

it was like the sea,

cold and salty.

His words gave me butterflies,

and just when I thought nothing would happen,

he started kissing my neck.

And it felt so good.

I had my fingers in his hair,

and he pushed me against the wall.

And in that moment,

all I wanted was him.