tw: choking, toxic feelings(?), physical fighting
^idk how to make trigger warnings sorry lolz
also this is from ur enemy/love interest perspective. like u are the one being choked. LKJFLAKSJDF
"Let go let go let go!" you screamed out from under me. God, you were so weak. So fucking weak. My hand was on your neck, blocking off your windpipe. You grabbed onto my arm, sputtering out curses as you tried to unfurl yourself from my grasp. It was no use. I could see your look behind your eyes, how you were probably seeing stars right now. Hell, a whole fucking galaxy. You drive me crazy. Up the wall. And I hate you so much. Oh so much. I picture you out of my life. Dead. Every single night. But now? Now is not the time. It's not right, I don't think I could bear losing you now. Not now.
I let you go. I'm a fucking weakling for you. You drop to the ground, legs shaking as you catch your breath and graze your hand across your neck. I crouch down to your level, putting my hand under your chin, "you know you make me crazy, right? Absolutely insane," I mutter, leaning my head towards yours. Your saliva covered lips tremble and saliva drips down your chin and onto my hand, you keep your gaze focused on the ground. You're still shaking and sputtering around like a fool, trying to catch your breath and rid your brain from the fog the lack of oxygen caused.
"Look at me," I mutter, keeping my hand under your chin. You don't. I huff silently, "I said look at me!" I snap grabbing onto your jaw with my hand and forcing your head up to meet my gaze. You finally meet it, and even though I expected your eyes to be full of fog, still far off in a distant land they are full of fire. Of hatred.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
But before I can even process it--
A blow to my face
A kick to my abdomen
And a blow to my head.
I'm gone to the world now.
I'm honestly thinking of making this a story bc i really like how this little thing turned out. idk lemme know. also if i made this a thing what character would u want,, i'm a big fat lesbian so i would prefer fem characters but also i'm open to whatever idc. lemme know :)
