The Daughter of a Rockstar [COMPLETED}

Falling down again

My mind was wandering. I've been awake for hours. Today is the first day I get to practice with motionless in white. They go to warped in four days. I'm absolutely scared shitless. How are the fans going to accept me. I don't think they will. I wanted to cry. My mother did nothing but support my dreams. She hoped and prayed that they would come true. And here I am in the verge of a anxiety attack because they finally did. I am afraid of failing and ruining my name and my father's. My phone rang blaring coffin by black veil brides. I saw it was ricky so I answered it
A)hey Ricky
R) hi gorgeous, you ready for today?
A) haha not really I'm really nervous 😓
R) you'll be fine, I was nervous at first too. But you'll get used to it.
A) I hope so
R) do you know when the practice starts
A) no
R) it starts at three
A) okay thank you
R) no promblem princess❤ see you there
A)see ya

I'm beginning to think ricky likes me back. But he's barely hinting at it
I ran upstairs to ny dads room. I knocked on his door and waited for his reply.
"Come in" he said his voice muffled by the door
"Hey dad can I borrow one of your cars. I need one to drive to practice. At least until I can get my own" I said
" actually no. Go look out front"
And I did. I ran down the stairs and out the front door only to see a glossy black 69 GTO. It was gorgeous. I heard keys jingling behind me. I sae my dad holding a keychain with a jack skellington head on it. He handed then to me."happy birthday". That's when I realized. It's October The 31st to be exact. It's my 21st birthday. I smiled so happily knowing my dad remebered my birthday better than I did. Of course my birthday is on Halloween.
  I sat in the car admiring it.
Then I saw the time
2:30. "Shit I need to go dad. I love the car and you. Bye dad" I said starting the car. Listening to the pur of the engine. As I drive to the studio that chris had told me to go to I grew more nervous. When I got to the studio I saw chris and ricky waiting outside. Chris's mouth droppes when he saw my car. I just smiled. I shut off the car and walked up to the boys after locking it. As I got closer I saw a smaller figure. A woman. Stabding next to Ricky. I was slightly confused. But ignored it.
"I'm glad you made it. I love your vpice and I think you'll be an amazing addition to the band" Chris said. " wait she's part of the band. Ricky I don't like her. She so pretty. Are you gonna cheat on me?" The girl said" of course not babe" ricky answered. Wait babe. He kissed me. He flirts with me. Fuck. He was just leading me on. This was the first time I've felt anything for someone since liam. Chris noticed the tension and told us to get practice started
We started singing contemptress. Since maria brink wouldn't ve at warped I would be doing her part. I sang and did the screams perfectly. I always got made fun of for being able to scream. My voice is raspy so I sound amazing when I scream. Chris seemed happy with the vocal practice. Now its time for the guys to play. The guys went into the other room and started to play. Rickys little pet had already left
" You like him don't you? Chris asked
" who, ricky, ha not anymore.  He played me." I said trying to to cry. Chris felt like an older brother to me. I stood up and watched the guys through the glass. Chris came up and hugged me. A brotherly hug. I let a few tears fall. When we sat back down I told chris about Liam and how I never liked anyone after that. He listened carefully. He hugged me again just as the guys walk in. Ricky saw me hugging him and his face grew angry." Hey I need to get home. My dads throwing me a birthday party." I said." Halloween baby huh?"chris said smiling. I nodded and walked out after inviting all of them. I walked past Ricky. A tear slipped from my cheek. Ricky followed me. I felt strong hands push me up against the wall.  I felt warm breath on my neck. Ricky stood in front of me." What's wrong princess? Does it hurt you to see me with someone else." He said dominance flowing through his voice. I gave in and showed my submission. I lowered my eyes looking at the floor. His hands traveled to my neck. He brought his lips to my neck. Nipping and kissing it. I squeaked. He raised my head so I could look at him " that girl was a friend of mine. She was playing my girlfriend to make you jealous. I see that you truly like me. But princess. I come with a price. I bite and trusts me I do it hard" he said with a smirk. His eyes glowed with lust. I knew what he meant. The way he spoke to me screames that he was a dominate. And he wanted me to be his submissive. My face grew red as he kissed me. My arms Wrapped around him. He lifted me so my legs wrapped around him. He growled at me." Ricky I have to go. I'm going to be late for my birthday party." He smiled and set me down." See you later princess" he walked away. I wanted to faint. He was so intimidating. I drove home and got dressed. I put on. I wavy black silk dress with skulls on the top. I slipped on my black heels. I did my makeup and put on a choker. I realized that I was ten minutes late for the party. I walked down the stairs to see seven or more different bands. I hear ronnie radke yell " fashionably late" I laughed at his reference. I swept my eyes across the crowd. But they found one person. Ricky. He walked up to me. Taking my hand in his pressing his lips to my hand. " you look absolutely delicious" he said. My face grew red. He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. Chris saw us and smiled abd yelled out loud " finally". Everyone smiled at us except for my dad. He looked worried. The party was so much fun. After everyone left including ricky my dad told me to sit down." I don't think Ricky is good for you alex."he said. Making my blood boil.
" so your saying I can't be with him?"
"Yes I am. As long as your in my home "
He had the audacity
" then I'll fucking leave. I mean your in my life for a month and think you can tell me what to do. Who was it that wouldn't drive to Oregon to see me. Because he was always to busy. Well here you go again. Pushing people away. Goodbye dad" I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm"  I know what he's into alex I don't want you to get hurt" tears formed in my eyes." He's not the one hurting me" I screamed and ripped my arm from his grasp " don't worry I'll be gone tommorow. It's too late to pack. Good bye Brian" I walked to my room. I texted ricky explaining everything. Of course he said I could stay with him. He cares to much. I changed into a baggy t-shirt and hooked my phone to the bluetooth speakers in my room. I blasted the red by chevelle. And I soon fell asleep. But the nightmares would be keeping me awake tonight.