Since then i have been patient and understanding with this mater. I help him whenever he needs help financially or emotionally. It's just hard to think that after all these years i felt like i'm just someone who can be there for him whenever he needs me. But there are times he's not there when i need him.
Since then he is not that supportive in my decisions in life but i never question his decisions. It felt so unfair and sad at the same time. Coz the man i want to be with in future, the man that i dream my future with can be the man who make me miserable at very times.
I hated my self. But what can i do now? It felt like i don't hold my own life now. Which makes me more sad and confused.
Will he be able to mend my broken heart? Cause he slowly broking all the pieces of it.
