You Lied To Me..

Chapter 2: Part 2

Casper looked at me in a concerning way, I looked up and turned my frown into a fake smile, but unfortunately Casper can see through it all too well.  He could always tell when I'm upset and its nice, because true friends can tell when you're really happy or when you're not happy at all.  I started to look away because a tear was forming in my eyes, I stepped back and leaned against the wall, with my hands covering my face.  I can hear Casper's footsteps get closer, he took my hands away from my face and wiped my tears away.
"Lorelei? What's wrong, You can tell me anything that on your mind.  You know that"

My lips were quivering as I tried to say how overwhelmed I've gotten and how I felt defeated from Miranda and Nefera bullying me and talking crap about me.  How they physically bully me in school and out of school.  I looked at Casper in the eyes and I took a deep breathe.  He needs to know what Nefera did, he knows a small portion of what Miranda did to me. 
"Nefera..I know she's only doing stuff to get under my skin but when we were alone in the bathroom last year, she shoved my head in the toilet and tried to drown me.  Her friends stood there and didn't try to stop her, and now I'm scared of what she's doing to do this year.  I dont know if she's going to do worse things or the same things.  I don't know how much I can handle if I keep running into her"

Casper gently pulled me into a hug and then hugged me tightly.  I felt his hand on the back of my head and I hugged him back.  The last time Casper held me in his arms is when my grandpa died in the hospital, he was with me then and calmed me down when I had a panic attack.  And he's doing it now, hugging me when I'm upset about getting bullied.
"Why haven't you told me about this? I could've stopped her then..Please don't keep secrets from me, I'm here because I want to help you.  No matter what happens, I'm not leaving your side, I wouldn't abandon you like that"

I took a step back from the hug because my heart started beating fast, I didn't want him to know.  I don't want him to know that I have a giant crush on him..I feel like it would ruin our friendship and our friendship is strong right now.  I heard a changing noise from the walls, so I looked over and saw that there was a vent in the Janitors closet. Me and Casper stood back and he stood in front of me.  We saw someone kick the vent door open and then black boots sticking out of it.  We heard a girl struggling to get through the vent, but she wiggled herself inside the closet.  She had curly ginger hair, dark freckles, blue eyes, and she was wearing a green shirt with black jeans.  It was Kelly, somehow she found us. 

"Kells!! You scared us, how did you even find us? We've been in here for like..10 minutes... oh shit" I crawled from under Casper's arm and walked towards Kelly, helping her stand up properly.

"Well, This is my hiding spot from the Queen Bitch, and one of her friends saw you guys come in here.  Nefera is mad, just a fair warning." Kelly sat down on a trashcan that was upside down.  I looked at her and she had her hands on her knees.
"Anyways, why are you both in here? Ya hiding from her too?"

"No, We're hiding from Lorelei's sister Miranda.  This morning she yanked me from Lorelei and started calling me baby.  And then she expected me to hold her stuff.  I told her, I don't like her so I don't get why she's trying so hard"

I know why..but I can't tell him, so I just have to make up some shit like 'Shes probably trying to upstate Nefera since you're their target' but I'll have to  tell him at some point that I have this never ending crush and it hurts to keep it from him.  I've had it for over a year and I don't want anyone else but him.  Kelly knows I have this crush, but she has one on him too.  She tries to avoid it because she doesn't want to hurt my feelings.  I looked at them both and I scratched the back of my head.

"Maybe its because she's Jealous? Maybe Nefera and Miranda both have a crush on you, and just want to look more cooler than they think they are.  And its just a battle of the bitches to see who can upstate who"
Kelly was always the one who told things like this to us, before it happened.  Sometimes I think she's psychic, but I know she'd never keep that from me.  But that stuff isn't real in this lifetime, Unfortunately.  It would be cool though, and if she did have that ability..I'd probably do something stupid like ask what she sees me doing in the future, and then getting an answer that would upset me.  But if she can somewhat predict stuff like she has been doing, then she already knows I want to kill myself..