WARNING> *A lot of foolishness*
*This story is actually better when you listen to the songs*
But anyways, why ya'll niggas still beneficial?
(This is about how you and Kobe can't move forward into a relationship fast enough, not knowing why...)
So many things were going through my head, like what was he thinking right now, will he be in his room for the rest of the day? I don't know. I heard a knock at the door.
Tylasia- "Come in". I said.
Derek- "Hey. You know why kobe cryin'?".
Tylasia- "Cryin'?!". I said pucking my neck out, I took bout 5 pumps of that blunt, standing up before I rushed out that room. I went by his room, and he had a crack in the door. I heard him talking to himself.
Kobe talking to himself- "Damn, not me not even asking her to be my girlfriend, but she don't even wanna hang--damn". He said changing his shirt, constantly wiping his eyes. I felt so bad, I snuck into the room.
Tylasia- "Ko-". I was cut off by him being scared.
Kobe- "Whew". He said jumping while holding his chest, when he saw me, he turned back around, avoiding my face.
Kobe- "What you want?". He said trying to control the cracking in his voice.
Tylasia- "Look, Kobe, I do..um--I um...like-
Kobe- "I know you do, so why would you reject hangin wimme?" He said putting on his green hat, I first seen him wear when we first met.
Tylasia- "I remember that hat, and I wore it". I said trying to make stuff a little less awkward. But what I didn't tell you was that I brought my blunt wimme, and he was talking while I was smoking.
Kobe- "Yeah, I know, you coulda been wearin' moe sh*t, but naww". He said wiping sweat away from his head. I couldn't take seeing his like this. I don't know but I feel like stuff is moving a little too fast. But I put the blunt down as fast as possible and jumped up, and kissed him. I couldn't console him any other way. I wanted to tell him it didn't mean nothing, but this is a serious situation, I could really crush his heart if I do that. As I was kissing him, I held his back, he kissed me back but while his eyes was closed mine was open. I need to stop lying to myself that I don't like Kobe, because now i can say I do because the way this nigga was putting his tongue down my throat I had forgot about whether or not I did just reject this nigga a couple half hours ago. I started making my hands go up to his neck, I up to his height because I am 5'7, but I felt so short almost shrinking the way i was melting in this nigga arms, I was in a dream. We kissed for maybe 2 minutes, until he pushed away and took my hand, and dragged me to the floor and sat down by grabbing blunts, he gave me one smiling. I looked at him as he put on music, if this is what he meant in hanging out and alone time with him, I love it, I was becoming emotional inside because he has a really sweet soul, as we smoked the song "Jealousy" by Roy Woods played(PLEASE LISTEN TO THE SONG, YOU WILL FEEL WHAT I MEAN AS I DESCRIBE WHAT IT FELT LIKE). As the song began playing, I looked into his eyes, and grabbed his hand, I took his hat off of his head and put it on mine. He smiled at me as he fixed it on my head like it was fitted on his head. I felt like I was in a alternative reality. I smoked my blunt slowly, still thinking of how could I be in this situation, after what just happened some time ago? We must be so mature to have fixed the situation sooo fast, and from that I knew I was the one for him and he was for me. I almost cried, this was such a great feeling. But I know I was certainly crying in my head. I was smoking with him, as mine went out, he noticed and we began sharing. He took the small blunt out of my hand, and threw it to the side. He took the blunt he was smoking and put it into my mouth, I took the opportunity, and looked him in his eyes as I took maybe 2 pumps from it, I let the smoke out and made it come out of my nose, in a sharp shape, the way his cute little shocked face looked, everything began to feel in slow motion. This was an amazing feeling, and the sun was coming up from it being maybe 8 in the morning, making the rainbow through the window make everything feel fake and beautiful. I wanted to feel this forever. I was staring at the closet door, caressing his hand as he smoked next to me, I layed my head onto his and listened to the song, the beat was so calming, being with him and doing this was amazing. Thinking of how we used to act towards each other from only knowing each other for only a month, I felt stupid, knowing i'm falling in love with him. I climbed on top of his lap and faced his way laying my chest on his and played with his hair as he smoked. I just continued listening to the music, rubbing on Kobe's skin. I feel like I turned around the way he sees things now, maybe love-- because now he's comfortable and not up tight anymore. He put his hand up the back of my shirt, and unclipped my bra, and threw it under the bed, and I gave him permission to take my shirt off as he tried to tug it off while nudging my shoulder. He began rubbing my back and he held the blunt with his mouth still smoking, with the other hand messaging my breasts, I started to close my eyes and the song was slowing down, I felt like Jesus was with us, the way everything felt so special. The smoke filled up the room and my eyes became blurry and I felt Kobe start slouching, so I knew I was able to fall asleep now. Even though he was half asleep, he still began messaging my back and boobs, which put me to sleep on his lap like a baby laying on their mother's chest.
This was the most emotional chapter I've ever made, and the song didn't make it any better, this is so beautiful. RIGHT?
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