Sela's POV
So naghintay ako buong gabi. And wow 1am pa sya dumating. Gaya ng napag-usapan namin si Ecka ang naghatid sa kanya. Tinulungan nya kong iakyat si Abby sa kwarto.
"..kaloka tong babaeng to, ayaw paawat. Kanina ko pang inaayang umuwi. Apaka tigas ng ulo. Now my mom's totally gonna kill me." Sabi ni Ecka.
"Di makatulog sa gabi sa kaiisip sa diwa ko'y ikaw ang laging panaginip~" kanta pa ni Abby. She's obviously drunk. Halos di na kasi sya makatayo.
"Sorry 'bout the trouble."
"Ayan na yan eh. May magagawa pa ba ako? Haaayst anyway, I have to go."
"Ingat sa biyahe." Sabi ko. At umalis na nga si Ecka. Nakahiga na si Abby sa bed.
Hinubad ko na ang suot nyang sapatos.
"Abby ano ba? Wag kang malikot. Abby--"
"Sayaw pa tayo!." Sabi nya. Ansaket nya talaga sa ulo kahit kailan.
I then crawled up to her para palitan ang damit nyang amoy alak nang biglang, chup.
I pulled away right away.
What the F just happened? Did she seriously just freakin' kiss me?!.
I'm expecting that she won't remember this tomorrow.
KINABUKASAN
Kumakain na kami ng breakfast.
"Oh ayan na coffee mo Señorita." I said sarcastically.
"Thanks. Grabe, ansaket ng ulo ko."
"Yan napapala mo for not listening. I told you not to get drunk tsk."
"Sorry na nga diba?. Saka eto na, I'm currently suffering. Isn't this an enough consequence?. Well, I just hope I didn't do anything stupid last night.."
And that moment when she suddenly kissed me suddenly popped up in my head. Ew gross! I'm so not telling her that. This is why I hate her getting drunk.
"..what's with the face?. Did I do something--"
"H-huh? W-wala naman."
"Ba't ka nauutal?. I didn't kiss you or something right?. Haha. I mean that would be really cliché and weird pag nangyari yun. Besides, kahit na lasing ako di kita papatulan no." Well, surprise Abby you just kissed me last night because you were drunk.
Pinilit kong kalimutan yun at nagawa ko nga. Bumalik din kami agad ni Abby sa dati. Probably because I never really told her about it. There's no way. I mean it's just a kiss. It doesn't mean anything. And being kissed by Abby didn't change my sexuality. I still like guys. Actually I met this guy online and he's really cute and funny pero may suspetya ako that he's gay. His name is Zachary. I call him Zach.
April 18. It's my 20th birthday. Andito sa bahay ang friends and family ko kasama na ang ibang relatives namin. I also invited Zach.
".. you know Sela, the truth is I really like you. But I like guys too and I can't help it. And seeing your hot brother is making it worse--"
"S-so you're--"
"Bi. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. Natatakot lang kasi ako na baka pag nalaman mo--"
"Uhm hold that thought, I'll just you know."
Geez, not again.
Hinanap ko si Abby and asked her na samahan ako because I want to talk about something. Medyo naiiyak nako sa situation.
