FORCED MARRIAGE

FORCED MARRIAGE part 10

''Believe me Taehyung i'm trying so hard for this marriage to work.I never waited for you to show any romantic feeling toward me but at last i thought that maybe you will respect me.I thought that we can be friends but as i said some things are not meant to happen i guess even we two weren't mean to be together''as you said those words tears started to flown in your cheeks,you couldn't take all this anymore.You just wanted some love but instead you received only suffering and heartbreaking.You get down from the roof where you were standing and started to walk toward the stairs.''Wait Y/N please don't go''Taehyung called your name and told you to not go but you started to walk even further.''Please stay.I'm sorry Y/N''he said again but in those moments you didn't want to hear nothing from him.''Don't come after me Taehyung''you yelled at him without looking behind.Taehyung was shocked,a lot of emotions were bowling inside him.His heart started to ache,he didn't want to lose you.Something inside him was telling him that this time he shouldn't leet you go.He started to run after you but you had already left.''Kook can i stay by your house tonight?''after you walked out of the big building you called the only person who cared about you Jungkook.''Y/N what happened?Are you okay?Are you crying?Wait did you found Tae?''he bombardet you with questions.''Kook please don't ask for nothing now,i'll explain everything later to you''you said to him as you get into the taxi.''Okay i'm waiting for you''Jungkook said to you with that you hung up the phone.

.....Taehyung point of view.....

''why did i do that?she has been throught so much but still i said all those hurtful things to her.Aish Taehyung your're such a bad man,you're a loser a fucking piece of shit.I had no idea that she had suffer so much.Why didn't i try to understand her?Why was i always so cold toward her?Every time she would be nice to me or show love toward me i always have push her away.I have misunderstod everything.I need to ask for her forgivines but will she forgive me after all those things?''i asked myself different questions.Since Areum died i never had those kind of feelings.What is happening to me.Why does my heart hurt so much when i think that she will never forgive me,that she will not be by my side.Why do i feel a hint of jealosy when she laught and show her happy side with Jungkook.Why does it hurt so much?I need to go and find her...

I got into my car and drived toward the home.I opened the door with hope that Y/N would be there but she wasn't home.''Stupid  did you thought she'll be here waiting for you after everything you said to her''i said to myself.Everythink looked gloomy without her,now i was understanding how much happiness she bringed in house.I sat on the couch thinking where Y/N could be.''Jungkook,yes,for sure she is with Jungkook''immediately i called Jungkook at first he didn't open any of my calls but later eventually he did.''What Hyung?''he asked me with a cold tone,i could say that he was mad with me.''Um Jungkook is Y/N with you?''i asked him but i didn't get a answer from him.''Please i need to know if she is safe''i said again to him.''Why do you care so much now.After you breaked her heart suddenly you are caring.I really can't believe you Hyung.The love you have for Areum has blinded you if it can be called love of course.''he said sarcastically but he was right.

The love i have for her has blinded me.Can i call it even love for real?She left me without caring why  does i still feel for her.Is it love or is just because i blame myself for her death,i taked a deep breath and talked again.''Kook whatever you said is true.But i really need to know if Y/N is safe''I said to Jungkook.''Yes she is here.Tae don't come she need some time and you better make her forgive you,well if she will ever forgive you''the words that Jungkook told me maked me even bad then i was but i agreed.''Actually i-..Can we meet tomorrow?i ''i asked Jungkook and luckily he accepted,with that i hung up the phone trying to find a solution to save our marriage.I started to walk upstairs my eyes went to Areum's room.''I guess i need to start from here.If i only think about you Areum i will never move on.. Y/N was right.'' i said to myself and went into Areum's room trying to clear some things that should've been clear up long time ago.