ʙɪɢ ᴘʟᴀɴs | ᴅᴀɴɪᴇʟ sᴇᴀᴠᴇʏ

Chapter SIX

He took place on the sofa and sighed. "Am I allowed to explain myself now? I hate how it's between us."
I stayed standing and looked into his eyes. He said the truth. His eyes weren't happy and they looked completely different than they used to.
"Yh of course. But Daniel.. please try to not make it worse." He nodded, took my hand and intensified the eye contact that I could understand how important this was for him.

"After the meet and greet, i decided to reserve a pedal boat for after the show. Thats the reason why I wanted you to stay in the crowd for those silly 10 minutes. I needed that time to call the boat rental and make sure that we have enough space just for ourselves.
Then you told me, that you won't come with me. Sure I had to asked you, but it should have been a surprise and therefore I couldn't tell you before and because it seemed like you REALLY WANTED to go, I thought that it made no sence to argue. And I've been disappointed, yh. Wasn't the best decision I've ever made. I know that I've been stupid that day. "

"But Daniel y-" I wanted to interrupt his explanation but he raised his hand to gesture that I should stop.

"Just let me explain everything and after that we can discuss about it.."
I nooded.
"I went to Franny because I wanted to hurt you. Yes. I went to Franny because I wanted to make you as disappointed as I was in that moment, which is the stupidest thing I could've done.
After you left, Jonah and Lena came to me and asked what that was about. Why I hurt you when I'm actually crushing on you and I told them the reason and that I rented a pedal boat and stuff like that. In that moment Franny interfered and told me that if I want WE could do the trip, as friends, and we could talk about my feelings because she's a girl and could understand your side of the story. So I agreed with this idea.
We drove to the sea, went into that boat and talked for hours. She really helped me and tried to explain what was going on in your mind and what were the reasons why you've acted sometimes how you've acted. It was a too romantic meeting among friends. Nothing more. And yh. There, I poured out my whole heart to her and I realised that you mean much more to me. And you know whats the silliest thing? I cried half of the time because I thought I've lost you. Again. And yh, we made those photos to disturb the situation and distract us and they turned out quite cute. So why shouldn't we post it? I even have tried to write a caption that suits to you and make you understand that I was there with her, but I thought about you all the time."

I haven't knew if I should think it was cute or he's an idiot. This explanation was definitely different than I expected but in the same time, I haven't knew if it was better or worse then I thought. It just made no sence in order to what he commented on the next day, 'cause of this 'I'm immature' and 'he didn't made something wrong'. Why he wanted to argue with me via comments in public instead of just explain himself via pm?

I stayed quite and thought about what he just told me and with every second which passed, I understood him better and better. Finally, I squeezed his hands softly, which he still held, and gave him a honest smile.
"I don't wanna argue and I can understand how you've acted. But please just talk to me the next time" I said quietly and he stood up, pulled me to him and hugged me longingly. "I promise, there won't be a 'next time'."

I broke the hug. "But Franny isn't here right now, or?" He started to laugh and shook his head. "No it's just the guys, me and you at the concert. Joelle, Kay and Lena are at the hotel and Franny is in LA. Tonight there's just you and me and we can do whatever we want."
I blushed. Thats sounds unbelievably intimately.

-after the concert-

I already waited behind the stage when the boys finished the concert and came back.
It was great. The vibe was somehow betten than in LA, maybe because it was the last concert and everyone wanted to make this the best one or it was just my opinion.
Daniel hugged me, picked me up and turned in a circle with me. Woah. His muscles. Can't wait to see him shirtless... and I guess thats one of the most fangirly thing I've thought in the last days.

"Dudes, we gotta celebrate this awesome tour final!!" I heard Corbyn saying and the 3 others agreed. The boy who still hugged me, let me down and looked at me questioningly. "Is that okey for you, Mel? If not then we'll do something different. Whatever you like I'm in." He said and my heart melted. It made me extremely happy that I hadn't be at home tonight and the next two days and I could really enjoy the time with him. And he was caring about me(!!!).

"Of course, Daniel. I mean.. I always wanted to be at a real WhyDontWe party. The 'lets get drunk'-thing at your house can't be taken seriously." He started to smirk and took carefully my chin in this fingers and ran his thumb over my lower lip. He thought about kissing me what you could read in his gaze but he loosened his hand relatively quickly and looked over at the boys. "We're in."

Jonah decided that he and Corbyn will grab some Pizza at PizzaHut, Jack and Zach were responsible for (plastic)cups and a ping pong ball and Daniel and I should buy something to drink. And Corbyn reiterated that we should buy enough.
Well, thats going to be a fun evening.