ZENDEE POV
Nag drive nako while im driving I hear Marvs voice in my mind
I just want to say sorry.......
I.....
Just......
Want........
To......
Say.......
Sorry......
Sorry......
To say sorry.......
I stop driving and think........
FORWARD.......
Umuwi ako at nakita kong may delivery man may mga flowers and food may maliit na sulat sa flower
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I will never stop until you forgive me and I understand why you slap me I deserve it..
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When I read it I feel hes sincere for apologizing to me but I dont want to be hurt again.....
I see a trashcan and tinapon ko ang flowers and food, I know mukha akong masama but I dont care....
Pumasok ako at nakita ko sa lamesa ang sandamakmak na food and flower, hindi ba sya titigil
Manang can you put it all in trashcan" utos ko kay manang
Anak masama mag sayang ng pagkain at di moba sya patatawarin he doesn't stop" dad said
Dad did you want me to be hurt again?" I ask dad
No but you know nothing" sabi ni dad at napatigil sya
Know nothing?" I ask
Dont mind it" Mom said
Kumunot ang noo ko mom and dad hiding something.....
Umakyat ako and I sigh,kala ko pa naman magiging masaya ako ngayon di ko alam bakit ako nagalit sa kanya nung nag sorry sya I feel guilty cuz I slap him and avoid him.....yeah I admit I still love him I never hate him until I see him again...
FORWARD........
In the morning....
Lumabas ako for buy Popeyes I love their onion rings and fries...
Nakasalubong ko si Marvs.....
Can we talk?" He ask
We're talking already" sagot ko
I mean in private" sagot nya
No! You wasting my time" I yelled
I want to say sorry,sorry for hurting you and disappointing you" pag sosorry nya sakin
So youre apologizing to me cuz your guilty for what you did dont you" I ask
No, you know nothing" he said
Why does everyone me "you know nothing"?.....
Ano ba ang kailangan kong malaman?" Mahinahon kong tanong
Wala" pagsisinungaling nya
Napatawa nalang ako....
Kahit kailan dika naging honest sakin" sabi ko habang tumatawa but deep inside it hurts they hiding something...
Naglakad nako but he grab my wrist tinignan ko lang sya at binawi ang kamay ko at naglakad na habang naglalakad ako nakita sina Yumi at Evan
Bati naba kayo?" Tanong ni Yumi
Napakunot ang noo ko
Pano nyo nalamang mag sosorry sya?" I ask
Huminga sila ng malalim
Kasi tinulungan namin sya" sabi ni Yumi at tumingin sa baba
Why?" I ask
Gusto namin kayong magkabati" Evan said
You two know how much he hurt me" I said with a teary eye
You know nothing zen" Evan said then he grab Yumi's wrist and left me alone....
Know nothing?......
Ano ba kasi ang di ko alam....
Bakit lahat sila sinasabi sakin to.....
Umuwi ako at mukhang maayos walang dilivery..... Wala.....
1week later
Simula araw nayon wala nang nag papadala sa bahay sina Mom and dad pumunta ulit sa london and me busy in our company and I'll never see him again...
Pumunta ako sa bahay ni Argie na nagsisbing tambayan namin they acting weird lately they dont know I notice it...
So why y'all acting strange lately?" I ask
What us hindi ah" sabi nila at pilit na tumawa
Di kayo marunong mag sinungaling eh no?" Sabi ko
Hay nako lahat nalang nakikita mo no?" Tanong ni Mikoy
May nag bell binuksan ko at may delivery man with a good and as usual there's a little paper...
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I know itatapon mo ulit to pero okay lang gusto ko lang malaman mo na sincere ako sa pag sosorry ko kahit na aalis nako sana maging masaya ka bye.... :-)
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Halos mabasa na ang papel sa luha ko tumingin ako kina Yanyan at umiiyak na sila ngayon...
Nabasa mo na?" Tanong nila
Tumango lang ako
S-saan sya pupunta?" Tanong ko
Toronto canada" sagot nila
For what?" I ask them
For you and for their company" they said
I started to cry so bad
I told you to listen to your heart cuz in the end you will regret it" grae said
I think this is the time you need to know the truth" said swe
Huminga ng malalim si Amber
Nung araw na na ospital ka galit na galit kami kay Marvs lalo pa nalaman namin dahil din kay Trixie pati mom and dad mo galit sa kanya until he said the truth" sabi ni Amber
Tumingin ako kay Yanyan ngumiti sya
And daddy ni Trixie at Daddy ni Marvs ay magkaibigan kaya gusto ng dad ni Marvs na si Trixie ang maging girlfriend nya kaya tinakot nya si Marvs na ipapadala sya sa ibang bansa kapag di nya tangapin si Trixie natakot sya na baka di ka na nya makita kaya pumayag sya" salaysay ni Yanyan
Yung mga panahong hinahanap mo sya sinusundan ka nya" dagdag pa ni Jiro
Diba nung nawala sya tumigil na yung nag bibigay sayo ng creepy gifts?,cuz your gifter is Trixie" sabi ni grae
Naiyak ako........
A/N
Hehe Keit_TZ
Pati ako naboringan sa chap nato sorry
