Five feet Apart| seongjoong

Chapter 7:Surprise

Yeosang POV
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I got Jongho out the car and took him to his room.I first had to check him back in then sign myself in as a visitor and get a sticker.It was silent between us the whole drive and now.

Once I reached his bed I went to his front view and kneed down.He look away from me and I knew now that he was angry.I gently put my hand on his cheek but then he pulled away and yelled at me."Don't touch me!"I was startled but it was not unexpected,whenever it came to his past life he always tended to tense up.

"If you're a bit scared you're living on edge
It's hard to escape your worries
If you wanna hide, you're losing your mind
You gotta lean on somebody
I'll be that somebody for ya
Thousand miles, it don't matter
When you're feeling under pressure
Say the word, I'll be there"

After he woke up,he had a lot of episodes and he liked it when I sang for him but it had been along time since then.His favorite song at the moment is 'One day At A time' By a group named Ateez.I didn't know the whole song just verse one and three.

"If you think you're trapped
You're in that box you built yourself, I'll help you break it
And I'm gon' catch you when you fall or when you're sinking
And when it gets too much, don't overthink it
Don't look back, let it go
Just keep calm and carry on, oh"

He looked at me.

"That's not how it goes you skipped a few parts."
"I don't remember everything okay."
"Then why sing it at all?"He said with a soft chuckle.
"Beautiful....."
"W-What"

"I got you to smile and it looks so beautiful."
"I-I....I want to go to bed now."
"Alright I'll go get Mr.Kim"
"Wait,can you set me on bed and then go get Mr.Kim,then you can go.I just want you to stay a bit longer."

"Does that mean I'm forgiven." "Is there something to forgive?" "What do you mean?" "What would I have to forgive,you said you weren't lying and I trust you that your not.Unless you are lying,in which you are still forgiven."

"Wait what?You would still forgive me if I was lying w-which I'm not" "I trust you enough to to know that if your lying that it's for a good reason.I know you only wanna protect me.Plus if he was someone from my past life....I wouldn't want anything to do with him.I don't want him to expect so much from me,I'm not the same Jongho I was before my accident.I don't want him to be expecting me to remeber or to be the same as I was because I'm not nor will I ever remember."

"I'm content with my life now,with our relationship,with Yunho and Hongjoong as my friends.I know you three knew me before my incident but you guys didn't expect anything from me.You guys were patient and are patient with me and for that I'm thankful.I'm thankful for everything I have and I don't want anything else.

"I don't know....knowing if that San guy was someone who knew me before my incident I don't wanna stir anything up right now.I like how my life is and I don't wanna complicate things."

During his speech I got teary eyed as he full on cried silently.But as he talked I got him off his chair and onto his bed.I whipped his tears away and he softly kissed my hand which made my heart melt."I love you so much Jongho." "I love you too Yeosang".I laid next to him and played with his hair which he always loves."How did I get so lucky with you."I said as he put his shoulder on mine.

"I don't know,you probably saved a nation in you past life and I was the princess of that nation." "Wow cocky are we." "Yes but you love that about me." "Yes I do"