**Danielle's point of view**
I am nearly asleep when suddenly someone is knocking on my door. I look at my phone to see that I dozed of very quickly as it is only 12:00am and I arrived home at 11:40pm. I hope that they will just go away but they start to constantly knock. I get up very grumpily and tell them I am coming. Who even is it knocking at this hour? Maybe Barrett as she usually leaves her keys here on a night out. I open the door half asleep and rubbing my eyes to open them and find Stefania she looks worried and she is shivering. "Stefania what are you doing here?" she looked up to find my gaze, but I looked away and she replied. "I came to find you Bella, I got you a drink and I go to find you, but they told me you left. I was thinking not to come to you, but you looked sad bambina!" she steps towards me and places her hand on my chin to move my gaze towards her face and continues "I do not want you to be sad Bella." She shuts her eyes and places her lips on mine ever so lightly. It feels so good, but I move out of her touch this cannot happen, can it? I am not gay, and we work together. Stefania looks confused "Bella, please talk with me? Tell me what is wrong? You flirt with me and then you stop and then you kiss me and leave and now I am here for you and you push me away. Bella, please tell me what is wrong?" I look Stefania in her eyes "I do not want to talk about it Stefania please leave. I do not want to do this. Leave me alone" I close the door.
Jesus that was intense. I do not know my own feelings so how am I supposed to tell her? I need to talk to someone about this. I call my sister I know its late but maybe she can help me.
Stephanie – "Hey Dan, it's late are you okay?"
Me – I start to cry "I don't know what to do Steph! I need you to help me"
Stephanie – "Dan! Slow down what is wrong? Start from the beginning."
Me – "It is a long story and I don't want you to judge me."
Stephanie – "I will never judge you Dan! I love you."
Me – "Ok, so I have sent you photos of Stefania and I have explained she is playing maya's new love interest... I thought she was flirting with me but at the same time I thought she was being polite. I started to flirt back. Then she started talking about someone called Jeff who I thought was maybe her boyfriend but then she told me Jeff is her dog. Then Barrett told me to go for it and just let myself feel these things. But I have never thought of myself as bisexual, so I do not know happened to me but I went for it. I kissed her I could not help myself. The kiss Stefanie it was the best kiss I have ever experienced, and I got scared because I did not know what it meant so I got my things and I left. She turned up to my house to ask If I was ok and she kissed me so softly and It was nice, and I wanted more and I felt like I could do that forever. But instead, I told her to leave I closed the door, and I rang you!"
Stephanie – "Danielle, we don't always have a sexuality. We fall in the love with the personality not the gender. If you feel these things for Stefania, you are allowed to. If you want to explore the situation more, you are allowed to. If you want to give yourself some time to take in these feelings, you are allowed to. Danielle you are amazing, and you are you no matter who you fall in love with. Just give yourself sometime sweetie and everything will fall into place."
Me – "Thank you Steph that means everything to me. I am going to go I will talk to you soon. Goodnight I love you!"
Stephanie – "Goodnight D, I love you too."
We ended the call and I got into bed and went to sleep luckily; I do not have work for a few days.
**Stefania's point of view**
Shit I knew I should not have gone to see her. I should have left her alone but no instead I made it worse and I kissed her again. But the kisses my god they have made me want her more. Not even want but need. I need her! She is so practically perfect in every way and seeing her like that sad and broken hurt me badly, I just wanted to hold her and never let go. I walk home needing the fresh air. Once I arrive home, I head straight to bed trying not to think about the situation.
A FEW DAYS LATER...... (Still Stefania's POV).
I get up and head to set. I am nervous to see Danielle and today is the day we are doing the make out scene. I head to hair and make up with my earphones in. I see Danielle there she is sat with her eyes closed getting her make up done. I take my earphones out to hear people saying hello to me and I respond. Danielle gives me half a smile and goes back to closing her eyes but now puts her earphones in. I put mine back in and sit. A little while later I am finished, and I head over to set. I am so not ready for this scene. The kisses we have had in our private life have not ended well so hopefully our onset kiss goes fine. We do have to make out though, so I hope I do not get to carried away into the kiss, I do not want to make Danielle more uncomfortable.
Me and Danielle do not speak when I arrive, we just listen to the directors and the scene starts. Danielle gets on the bed and lies down, and I get on top trying not to give her eye contact. The director then sorts the sheet out over my head and positions it the way it needs to be. We get told to start. I come up from the sheets.
Maya – That's one way to get to know me better.
Me – I find it is the fastest way.
We kiss and turn, Danielle ends up on top of me.
The director tells us we did an awesome job but wants to get one more try at the scene. So, we redo it, staring into Danielle's eyes is so hard because I want nothing more than to talk to her, but she has not tried, and I need to leave her alone like she asked.
**Danielle's Point of view**
I saw her whilst we had our make up done and when she arrived to set but I have not spoken to her I just need to keep my distance from her because I am so confused, and I need to understand what I am feeling. We do the scene but having her on top of me, staring down at me it is so difficult. We kiss but the kiss is not for us but i still kind of enjoy it but it does feel different maybe because this kiss has a purpose, and the purpose does not benefit me and Stefania it benefits Maya and Carina. We must redo the scene probably because I look uncomfortable in the first cut, so I try to loosen up. We re-shoot and it is a good one. I get up to leave. "Danielle, please talk to me" I hear Stefania say. I stop when she speaks but decide walking away is the best option and I leave.
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