Maybe we really were star-crossed lover's

"Star-crossed lover's is a phrase describing a pair of lovers whose relationship is opposed by outside force"

                                 'Maybe we really were star-crossed lovers'

 3rdPOV 

It's was nearly autumn , as a cool breeze went by the children sitting under the shade of a shade of a tree the boy with dark locks and steely grey eyes shivered lightly as his companion a Burnette with forest green eyes was excitedly pouring over what appeared a story book. "how care you even reading such a boring book? ", the dark haired boy asked , looking at the book with a slightly grimace . The Burnette looked up from her book , blinking her eyes at the question and  stated "Romeo & Juliet is very romantic your tiny brain just wouldn't understand it " she simply turned the page saying "they are star crossed lovers you know, it is totally cool ".He replied a bit sulkily ,"How can a story be romantic if the main characters die in the end ""wouldn't it be amazing if we were star crossed lovers" she said ignoring him completely , "WHAT? Are you crazy we would have to die !?"he almost shouted skeptically.

 1stpov

      I found myself getting pulled into conscious by loud noises or specifically utterly loud people, pressing my head deeper in the comfy pillow but I could still hear muffled voices "Is he waking.. ..... .......... ......" " ......son.... ..." "...... ....... ....... a miracle" ".... ....... ...ok" oh god they are so damn loud, can't they see someone is sleeping or at least trying to ,it's god damn fucking annoying. I jerk up and opening my eyes slowly to glare at them but  as soon eyes opened the scene before me discouraged me  from doing so, my mom was crying and my dad trying to console her while attempting to keep himself from breaking down, moreover a doctor was staring at me like a complete idiot. I had opened my mouth to curse that bloody doctor , when i took around the scene once more and shut my mouth.  

"Lucas" I was still staring glaring to be more specific  at the doctor when I heard my mother's voice .I looked towards my mom to see her hand stretched to touch me, but from the look in her eyes she seems to be afraid of touching me, sadly smiling at her I raised my hand towards her direction. But before I could grasp her hand, my hand felt too weak completely am i this weak . My head suddenly felt very heavy to life , it feels so unfair why me suddenly I felt a huge wave of despair and anxiety flood through me, something felt wrong, so horrible wrong, I could hear my heart like loud drums beating in my ears, yet I couldn't mind them. why? why? why? why? why? I could only think 'why?', I looked down at my fingers gripping the sheets , knuckles turning white it's so stupid. Never in my whole life, its so stupid what is happening , why? why? please why? why does it feel like my heart is empty? why does it feel like someone precious was snatched away from me? why does it feel this way 

 Someone had grabbed my arm and was shaking me, "Lucas.... ........ .." "Lucas , Lucas,.... ...." "doctor what is.... ......."                                                                            "why... ......." "...... .......... ......... .... ...... ......... ..... crying" Crying? who is crying, I felt something wet drop on my hand situated on lap. I blinked only for it to fall again is it water, I touched my face realizing that it wasn't water but tears "I am crying?" I blurted out looking towards my parents, they were visible panicking. My vision blurring with the tears,                                                         I felt dizzy, the room was spinning as I tried to focus on the ceiling black spots started obscuring my vision , my body went limp crashing down in the bed as darkness took over my eyesight and I blanked out hearing panicked voices "lucas,....lu...s.........as ..................................... "