Friends ForNever

Chapter 12

I woke up the next morning with Logan laying his head on my chest. I smiled because I missed him. He looked up at me, "Good morning dork."

"Good morning loser," I said smiling

"Your so fucking adorable," he said as he was stretching.

"I know," I said

"Well I have to go I mean I do have to get packed for Yale." He said

"Oh yeah... Wait what you got into Yale!" I said

"Yeah I got the letter last week. I've been packing for a few days." He said

"When do you leave," I said kinda sad

"Don't worry dork, I don't leave till next year, they let the freshman get some of the shit into the dorms because we go there for a few things every couple months." He said looking at me

"Ok, well that's the thing we never mentioned college and us, I mean I'm a sophomore." I said

"Yeah, I know which is why we shouldn't think about it until I have to leave." He said walking over to me and kissed my forehead.

"Ok," I said

"Well I'm going to go, I'll see you later." He said walking out of my room.

I looked around my room and realized it was a mess. I cleaned my room and by then I went to get in the shower. I was lucky that Mrs. Collins changed my room, now I have a room with a bathroom.

I took a shower and walked into my room with my towel on a heard someone walk in.

I turned around, "Woah," Logan said

"What are you doing," I said covering my body

"I just got back, didn't know you umm were naked." He said with his eyes straight to the floor.

"Well sorry for getting ready in my own room," I said

I hurried and threw on a hoodie with my black nike pro shorts, "I'm dressed."

He turned and looked up at me, "Ok, I just wanted to see what you were up to. Also to um see if you wanted to go to a party tonight."

"Logan, I haven't....." I started saying.

"Look I know but dork you have to get out of this house. Its been months and we aren't going to be here." He said

"I know, ok I will but you have to promise you won't drink." I said

"Wait why the fuck can't I drink?" He said

"Logan, you get violent when drinking," I said calmy

"Halen, you aren't my fucking mother. I'm 18 and your fucking 15. Your a child." He yelled

"Are you fucking kidding me Logan!" I finally yelled back.

"What see you never changed your controlling!" He yelled

"I fucking am not. All I'm doing is helping you that's what girlfriends do!" I screamed

"Then maybe this was a mistake!" He screamed

My anger faded to sadness. My eyes started tearing up, "If that's what you think."

He looked at me and I noticed he changed, "Dork, I didn't mean that."

"Logan dont try and make this work. Logan your right I'm a child." I said

"Halen, I was angry and I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I saw Colby this morning and I was pissed." He said walking towards me.

"Look, Logan if this is how are relationship is going to be than, I don't know if it will last." I said

"Halen, it will last I promise. Please don't be mad. I won't drink, I won't fight, I won't do anything stupid." Logan said holding my cheek.

"Logan," I said

"Halen, I'm changing for you." He said as he kissed me.

I kissed him back, "Ok, when is the party."

"It's at 8," he said holding me.

"Ok," I said.

My phone went off and Logan grabbed it. He knew my password because honestly I don't have one. He opened it and saw I had 178 unopened text from guys.

"So you haven't talked to anyone?" He asked

"Nope, hoenslty I didn't care about anyone." I said grabbing my phone.

"Well hey let's take pictures and post on our stories." He said

"Really, you said that you didn't like pictures or anything that made people think we were together." I said confused.

"I know what I said, but these guys got to see that I'm yours and your mine." He said throwing clothes at me.

"What are these?" I asked

"Matching sweatshirt to mine and sweatpants." He said

"What?"

"Come on dork just put them on." He said

"Ok dont look," I said. I threw on the red champion sweatshirt and grey nike sweatpants. "I'm done."

"Your so fucking adorable." He said kissing me. "Ok now let's take pictures."

We took pictures for about an hour and posted them everywhere. I sat down and opened all the messages many of them were people calling me whore, slut, bitch, and many more. Some were actually complementing me. I went through them all then 2 minutes later I got 10 new ones. This time it was people from my school.

I saw Ryan slide up.....

Ryan- Sense when do you have a boyfriend????

Me- look sorry I didn't tell you it's just we ain't close so I didn't think it mattered.

Ryan- Look I know but can we become close????

Me- actually yes. Im going to a party tonight.

Ryan- oh I am too

Me- who??

Ryan- Cid's

Me- me 2

Ryan- we should hang

Me- oh hell yeah

Ryan- ok, can't wait till then

Me- me tooo

Ryan- ok ttyl

I started opening the messages and it was like what ryan said. Some people were fucking idiots but I didn't care. Logan showed me his phone of all the girls getting jealous and how his friends were mad he didn't say anything.

I think this is good honestly I can't wait till tonight I missed Ryan. Even though I was mad at her I didn't want to be anymore I think it's time to change and become the person I used to be.