𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 | hueningkai

first verse

❛ messages filled with square screens
we were good friends
something is strange, already been a week
only the number greets me, just 1 ❜

aeri

"you okay kai? you've been all sulky since yesterday" i ask, laying my head on the desk

he seems to hesitate for a second before answering

"just been thinking about the future and stuff. what i'm gonna do when we're adults, where i'll be, who i might be with-" i cut him off

"obviously you're gonna be with me" i remark

"haha, yeah of course i will" he smiles at me

wow,

that smile could light up a whole stadium

"ahhh we get older and older every day. every second even" i sigh and lift my head to sip on my yakult

hueningkai hums in response

we sit in silence for a moment

"um, heuningkai?" minjung appears in front of his desk

ah her

she's one of the prettiest girls in our grade

maybe in the school

"uhhh hi?" hueningkai replies

"well..i was wondering if you're free this weekend. like saturday?" she asks, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear

kai squints his eyes at her for a second

"why?" he questions her back

"would you like to hang out with me?? we can go shopping together and-" he almost immediately cuts her off

"i'm not interested; in going shopping and you." he states clearly

my jaw drops at what he just said

even to me,

that was harsh as fuck

"...fine!" minjung hesitantly shouts before storming off

woah

tf just happened

"close your mouth dumbass. a fly could get in" hueningkai nudges me

"hyuka that was coooold. you think she'll be okay? in fact, will you be okay?? you know she's pretty popular" i slap him back

he shrugs, that stupid smile on his face as usual

soon the final lesson ended

and the school day was over

"kai can you hang out today?" i swing my arm around his shoulder

"sorry, i can't today. i have to..study" he smiles apologetically

why did he hesitate at the end?

"ah okay. you know you can tell me anything right?" i ask

"of course i know! oh shit- i'll see you tomorrow" he waves before running off

weird.

i choose to follow him

he really thought i wouldn't notice him going the wrong way to his house?

after a while he reaches a big building

"bighit...?" i mumble to myself

ah,

that's the company with the famous boy group

bts was it?

"hueningkai! come on, we can't be late to training" a probably older boy calls out to him

he's very tall

and kind of handsome

"oh hi hyung. let's go" kai says

and they walk into the building together

wait

what training?

why would he lie to me?

if only i knew back then

maybe things would be a little different

you should've told me.

because

the name that once meant everything to me,

is now just someone i knew from my past.

A/N: ouch