Chapter Thirty-Three : Day Twenty-Two - Boston, MA

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TREVOR

The Next Day
*In Boston*

Lovely day in Boston. Lovely ladies, bitch ass niggas.... I'm just in a pissy ass mood. I miss my baby & she don't give two shits about me. I fuckin love Y/n, but she never loved me. She was using me this whole damn time. I swear, Y/n is the ONLY bitch that be having me in my damn feelings. I been singing sad song & love song like a mufucka. Got me feeling like I ain't worth shit, but I got a plan goddamnit!!! If I have the courage & strength enough to put it into play......but these goddamn feelings is in the damn way.

" Damn, I want my baby back
It's so cold without her
Cold without her
She's gone
Now I'm alone, no one to hold on
Cause she was the only one
And I know I was dead wrong
But if you you you
If you you you
See her sooonn
Ask her will she forgive me

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Then tell her it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm

Now my baby's really gone
I don't know if she's coming home
My love's up, I fucked up
I know
Tell me what to do to get her back
Back where her heart belongs, been gone from me too long

So if you you u, seen my boo o o
Please can you you you
Can you tell her for me

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Without her "

"Nigga, if you don't get outchu damn feelings." Chad yelled at me. "That bitch was usin yo ass anyway..." I glared at him. "Is that shit pose to scare me.." I rolled my eyes & got up. "Just leave me alone man..." I walked into the bedroom.

Later on
*At the venue*

Y/n looking fine as fuck.....taunting my never being. I'm gotta put this damn plan into action. And Diggy ain't no damn better, he need ignoring the shit outta me. I can't help that I feel in love with his girl, but it ain't like she ever love me anyway.. "I'm serious man. She told me this shit last night..." He ignored me. "You went to sleep before she did right?" He paused. I smirked. "Around ten or eleven huh??" He got up & walked off. I chuckled to myself. "Hopefully this shit lasts.." I said to myself. Then I looked over at Y/n walking over to me. "Where's my baby!?" She snapped. "I can't find him anywhere!" I clenched my jaw & shrugged. "The hell if I know!" I barked back. She pushed my back into the wall. Her face turning red with anger. "Watch who the fuck you talking to cause I ain't the fuckin one!" She yelled at me. "And I know that you know where he is!" I just looked at her. She clenched her jaw & narrowed her eyes at me. I swallowed hard. She scoffed. "Pussy ass piece of shit!" She stormed off. I breathed out. I've never seen this side of Y/n. I know the bitch crazy, but goddamn. After the Meet & Greet, Perry went to find Diggy & we started the show. I never seen someone play their anger off so good, beside Y/n.....now I see where she gets it from.

" Stress on ya mind, let me take that off
I'll give you what you need, it don't matter the cost
If he ain't on his job, girl you lay that man off, off
Oh girl
Stress on ya mind, let me take that off
I'll give you what you need, it don't matter the cost
If he ain't on his job, girl you lay that man off, off
Oh girl

First off, let me apologize
For all them other guys that didn't treat you right, girl
Let me ease your mind girl, ohhh
See, you are just my type and I ain't no psychic
But I believe in my world, is that I can read your mind girl
My girl, my girl "

"Great show bro.." I said to Diggy, intending to get some dap from him. He scoffed. "Yeah, whatever..." He grabbed Y/n's waist & they walked off. I know this nigga ain't man handling my baby??? This fuckin plan better have worked!

Y/N

As Dan & I walked to the tour bus, his grip around my waist tightened. I know he's not mad??? I swear this nigga is bipolar as hell. Once we got on, I sat in his lap & straddled him. "What's wrong?" I looked in his eyes. He softened & looked up at me. "Don't even matter..." I know he's lying, but I'm gonna let it side today. "Okay.." I softly smiled & stroked his cheeks, then his jaw clenched up. I looked up at him & turned around following his eyes as they followed Trevor. I flared my nose, digging my nails into his shoulder. Dig ran his hands up my waist & massaged my lower back. I released my grip & looked at him. I pecked his lips. "There's no one in the fuckin world for me, besides you..." I spoke softly. "I know..." And we glared back over at Trevor. Get on my goddamn nerves. I can't wait til this damn tour is over!

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