Austyn Howard POV
"You only hit me up when she's not home"I sang lowly cleaning me and rel's room
Egypt was at "school" more like Pre-K and Rel was at his trap
"I need to take this ponytail out ugh"I groaned patting my head
I started making the bed till I kicked a shoe box under the bed
"What shoes is these"I mumbled opening the box
I instantly froze and started laughing like it was a crazy laugh
"Waittt I know good and well"I laughed pacing the room
"Ouuu I'm finna beat his asss"I dragged
"This fucker taking perks and shit"I mumbled reading the pill bottle and codeine cough syrup bottle
"I'm finna go to jail for domestic violence"I said flushing the pills and pouring out the cough syrup
"God must really be calling him home"I said to myself as I heard the front door opening
"KYRELL"I semi-yelled sternly
"Ion like the way you said that im in trouble"he asked trying to kiss my lips but I moved my face
"Whattttt's wrong with you"he asked scrunching his face up
"Do you have something you want to tell me"I asked
"Um...no why"he asked
"Kyrell when I ask you this I need you to be honest with me"I said
"Okay"he said looking at me weird
"You taking perks and drinking lean"I asked bluntly
He froze for like 2 seconds then said huh?
"If you can huh you can hear Be honest with me I'm not going to get mad just don't lie to me we don't do that lying shit"I said
"I'm not going to be mad"I continued
"Mmcht yeah"he sighed
I cocked my fist back and punched him in his chest
But I didn't stop hitting him
"You so fucking stupid"I said hitting him all over until he grabbed my hands pinning me on the bed
"Calm down liar"he said
"No let me go"I said trying to get out his hold
"How long you been doing this shit"I asked
I'm real life hurt cause what's making him do this like he is literally killing himself slowly me and Egypt need this man and he not doing nothing but killing himself
"I don't know"he said letting me go
"Why are you doing it"I asked feeling my eyes get glossy
"My Mental the depression be coming back for some reason"he shrugged avoiding contact
"You have pills for that shit"I punched him again
"Unt un them pill don't make me feel like myself and I get sleepy"he scrunched his face up
"That's why I'm here bozo your supposed to come to me when your going through something"I semi-yelled
"What imma Tell Egypt if you od"I said now in tears
"There's nothing to tell cause im not goin to od"he said wrapping his arms around me
"Promise me you'll stop"I said wiping my face
He looked at me for a few seconds then locked his pinky with mines
"I have to hear you say it"I sighed
"I promise"he said
"Now gimme your car keys"he scrunched his face up in confusion
"Why"he asked
"Kyrell just do it"I said and he did
"Take a shower I'll be back"I said grabbing phone
I got in his Black HSV Camaro because that the car he drives the most he only drive his Red Nissan Altima when he has Egypt
I opened the middle counsel seeing a glock I left that alone, some Xanax pills making me throw those away then some more perks making me do the same and another codeine bottle making me do the same and I check the rest of the car for anything else
I checked his Altima for anything even though I know he wouldn't put anything in that car because tink rides in it the only gun he would have around her is the one that's on him Egypt likes to touch stuff in the car
I didn't see nothing but some gum,lotion,hand sanitizer,charger and a pen
I got in his camaro driving to Walmart to get ginger ale and more water and Ballerina tea
Once I got back home he was in some basketball shorts
"Kyrell drink this"I said
"Stop calling me that"he mugged me
"Okay drink it"I said
"What is it"he asked smelling it
"Ballerina tea"I said
"This that shit you made me take that other time hell no Imma be shitting all day"he said trying to give me the cup
"Would you rather be throw up all damn day and breaking out in cold sweats or just shit it out"I asked trying not to laugh
"Don't say it like that"he flicked my forehead drinking the tea
"That shit hot asf burn my damn throat"he said once he finished
"I'm going to sleep"he said laying down
