Game Of Survival | Yang Jungwon

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WARNING: MAJOR SKIPS THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE CHAPTER

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2 months later.

Since that day, I had a lot of fun with Andrea for the rest of her stay in South Korea, but unfortunately she had to leave, school wasn't that much of a choice and had to get back before the school year had started.

Our songs were all recorded and we recently started learning the dance to our title song a couple weeks ago, learning the other dances a couple days after.

Time went by so fast, it was all a blur. It was tiring and exhausting, but I knew I never wanted it to stop any time soon.

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Once again, I was on the couch, cuddled up into Jungwons chest while the other members were in the room sleeping. We were watching Extraordinary You for like, the 3rd time since we've debuted but it never gets boring.

"Why does he have to be so handsome? And so tall? He is an actual giant." I comment, looking at Ha-ru's height difference compared to Dan-oh's. "Okay but the girl is also so pretty what the hell? If I was attracted to girls I would fall for her, but I'm unfortunately not and now simping for Rowoon." I comment again, looking at Jungwon as he doesn't say anything back.

"He's not that handsome." He scoffs and I scoff back. "Might be the most handsome man I've laid my eyes on, too bad he's too old for me." I shrug, laying my head back on his shoulder.

Once again he stays silent. I look at him, his jaw slightly clenched.

"Oh don't say you're jealous." I chuckle, but he doesn't say anything. "Bro what do you thinks gonna happen? I'm gonna go marry him or sum shit? Ay relax." I chuckle once more.

But when he looks straight at me, his intense gaze piercing like literally into my soul, my smile drops.

"I like you."

I'm fucked.

I knew ever from that day it would come sooner or later, but I wasn't ready.

"C'mon please say something. You know damn well we do not act like friends at all, I just don't know how you feel about it and it's killing me."

My eyes drift down to my hands, I didn't know what to say. 

"I like you too..?"

"Why are you questioning it?"

"I've never told someone I liked them give me a break." I grumble, looking away from him. I hear a small giggle, and I attempted to not smile, knowing how adorable he would be looking right now.

"You're cute you know that?" He asks, his fingers going towards my chin and pulling it towards him, making me face him.

Our faces inched closer to each other, my heart was beating so fast I didn't know what to do. So I moved away.

He scratches the back of his head awkwardly, looking everywhere but me. I look at the TV, not knowing what to do.

I sighed.

"Wonnie, I like you, a lot. You probably already know that. But, I'm not ready for whatever this will turn out to be after we take that step. I feel so young, I am so young and I know I'm not ready yet to handle it with everything."

I meet his gaze, I thought they would be cold, I was scared he wouldn't understand.

But his warm orbs stared back into mine, his lips forming a small smile.