When they found out you're harming yourself/attempted suicide

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HEEESEUNG
-he accidentally saw you cutting yourself in the bathroom
-so he immediately went to you and get the blade out of your hands
-he was about to scold you when you start to cry
-"hey hey shhhhh what's wrong?"he said and went to you then made you sit on his lap then embrace you.
-but you didn't answer and just cry
-"Y/N please tell me what's wrong...you know i'm mad at you for harming yourself but at the same time i'm worried...tell me what's bothering  you..."he says but again you just cry.
-"Y/N we are lovers we're supposed to tell each other if we have problems but if you don't wanna tell me then it's fine but please don't do that again"

JAY
-one of your friend accidentally blur out that you attempted suicide before
-that friends is the only one who knows not even your parents know
-He become mad at the fact that you attempted to kill yourself
-"Y/N let's talk!"He exclaimed as he enter your room.
-"w-what's wrong?...you mad?"you asked as you noticed the unfriendly tone of his voice.
-"you attempted suicide?"he said getting straight to the point.
-"i-i"you stutter not knowing what to say.
-"Y/N why?!...if your friend didn't accidentally blur out that you attempted suicide i wouldn't know!"He yelled in frustration and that made you flinch and tear up.
-"I'm sorry i...i was stupid and i was so down that t-time...so i umm"You said stuttering but you didn't finish your words as you cry harder making his face soften.
-"hey I'm sorry i shouldn't have shouted i was worried,you didn't tell me about it and when i knew it the thought of losing you made me go crazy please i hope you don't do it  again i don't know what my life would be if you're gone"He stated embracing you tightly tearing up.

JAKE
-he saw a blade on your night stand and he got curios about it so he confronted you and ask....
-"is this your blade?"He asked,you look at him and the blade on his hand nervously.
-"huh? no"you lied but he didn't buy it.
-"it's yours am i right?"He asked again.
-"yes"you replied hanging your heads low.
-"lemme see your wrist"he ordered softly as you're wearing a hoodie,his hoodie.
-"n-no i-i was using it for a....FOR A PROJECT!"you again lied but then again he didn't buy it so he gently grab your arms and you struggle a bit.
-"please don't move i'm just making sure you ain't cutting your wrist"he says then lift the paw of the hoodie and he tear up at the sight of your harmed wrist.
-"why would you do this"he mumbled caressing the fresh cuts in your wrist then you start to sob.
-"something came up and i couldn't handle it and i don't have the guts to tell you so i just cut my self"You told him crying harder then he hugged you tightly.
-"ohhh Y/N you could've tell me i'm happy to help you remember i'm your boyfriend...bestfriend so i'm always here for you"

SUNGHOON
-your bestfriend told him that you're attempting suicide and she's worried about you so she told him
-he immediately went to your house and headed to your room only to see you about to gulp lots of pills.
-"Y/N!"he called you making you stop from what you're doing,you look at him with tears flowing on your pale cheeks
-"you're leaving me huh?"he said as tears falling down on his cheeks too.
-"it's too much Sunghoon"you cried.
-"you don't have to do this Y/N we will get through this please do not leave me alone"He cried to heading to you and hug you tightly.
-"I'm sorry i'm so sorry...i didn't meant it...i was going insane i'm not leaving you ever"You cried.
-"please stop we're gonna get out of this darkness...i don't want you to leave me i love you"

SUNOO
-you haven't been in contact with him for 3 days and he's getting worried
-so he went to your house and head straight to your room
-but he didn't saw you so he searched around only to find you in the bathroom laying  on the ground unconscious.
-"Gosh Y/N!"He exclaimed getting afraid that you'll never wake up as he saw blood on the bathtub.
-he called 911 then they bring you to the emergency room
-when you're out the emergency room they shift you to another room
-"why would you do such thing Y/nnie"he mumbled sitting near thr hospital bed holding your unharmed hand because you had been cutting yourself
-"i was so afraid because they said you lost so much blood...i'm afraid you'll leave me and i would go insane if that happened...please do not ever try to harm yourself i love you"

JUNGWON
-you guys were playing games when he accidentally touched your wrist with cuts
-he look at you in confusion but then it turn to glare
-"tell me it's not what i'm thinking"He said lowly.
-"I'm sorry"you break down hugging him.
-"cutting yourself really?Y/N that's crazy i thought you stopped"he said then you heared him sob.
-"i couldn't help it...theres alot of bad happenings and i can't handle it so i thought cutting is the only way"You mumbled crying hard on his shoulder.
-"i almost lost you once Y/N i hope you never do it again or else you'll just know i'm inside the asylum"

NIKI
-dancing is what both of you did before resting in the floor of the dance room
-both laying on the floor panting
-He was smiling brightly but when he saw something on your wrist he frowned
-"Y/N what's this?"he asked taking your hands to his.
-you gulp nervously as you move your hands away
-"it's nothing"you denied.
-"i saw a picture of this in online...you're cutting?"He said sadly looking at you with sorrow
-"it's almost healed don't worry"you said trying to calm him down
-"DON'T WORRY! YOU JUST CUT YOUR SELF AND YOU'RE TELLING ME DO NOT WORRY?! I COULD'VE LOST YOU Y/N"he yelled standing as tears flaw down his cheeks,you just sit up looking down as you cry.
-"look i'm sorry for yelling but i'm begging you don't repeat this i can not take it...losing you"

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i know this is somehow a very sensitive topic but oh well no hate please

this is requested by @ningning_kamal,i hope this  somewhat satisfied you,i tried my best hehe

sorry for any grammatical error and typos

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