Staring & Confessions

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He's so hot. Am I right?

[Zayn]

She looked truly stunning in that dress. The dress was amazing itself, but I knew that if I bought it for her, she'd multiply its beauty by a thousand. I was standing in front of her door in shock, just staring at her, admiring the way how the fabric hugged the marvellous curves that sculpted her incredible body. If only she knew what she did to me.

It was an amazing honor and all taking over my father's company even though I already had wealth, but I knew for sure it would be challenging. But it was a challenge I was willing to take on. When my father was in charge, he spoke so kindly of Grace and how much of a hard worker she was, he even talked about how much the money she got helped her out. She was incredibly intelligent and an amazing woman with self values and morals. I just didn't expect her to be so godd.amn hot.

I knew having her on her knees for me on the first f.ucking day of work wasn't professional and it wasn't right by any standards but I couldn't contain myself. How was I supposed to know that she'd prance in there with that tight little skirt and those high heels acting as if she didn't have a care in the world. She was so innocent, and that's what pulled me towards her. The way she sucked my c.ock you could tell she hadn't had much experience with it before but it still felt f.ucking amazing. And just the thought of her on her knees for me again wrapping her sexy little lips around my strain made me rock hard. And that's why when we arrived to the gala, I placed my hand in the small of her back and waved at everyone attempting to keep their eyes anywhere but on my e.rection.

Her long hair tickled my fingers as we made our way through the ballroom and I could tell she was uncomfortable by all of the attention we were getting. I'm sure there would be stories made up about us going around the office next Monday. We stopped near Harry and Louis and their wives, in my attempt to stir up conversation and hear their thoughts on the merger deal but they both seemed caught up in some other situation about something completely different so instead, I led Grace to our seats.

"So Mr. Malik, how does it feel to be the guest of honor?" she caught my attention as she smiled brightly at me awaiting my response.

I didn't really care about this crap, it was fundraising our plans for the upcoming merger, other than that I surely wouldn't have come. "I feel normal really, it doesn't seem different to me."

She nodded and flipped back her hair. "What's your favorite colour, Mr. Malik?" she asked playfully. I chuckled quietly at the randomness. "I don't have one, I like whatever colour suits people best." I said truthfully. "Like you. You look stunning in blue."

She blushed at my comment taking her lip in between her teeth. God she looked so sexy when she did that. "Thanks," she whispered.

I wanted so badly for her to be mine, to be only mine. But I couldn't have her to myself because I simply wasn't ready to be in a committed relationship. Not after what happened with Freya. I swore to myself that I would never get seriously involved or attached to another woman since then. I felt bad though. Because I hadn't told her. She probably was just waiting for me to make my move on her and tell her how I really felt.

I really just wanted to f.uck the living daylights out of her and do it so hard, she wouldn't even remember her name.

But that's a horrible thing to do. Because I wouldn't be able to do it without growing attached to her. Maybe it's best I just explain to her. She deserved at least that, right?

"Look, Grace." I started leaning forward towards her. Her eyes shot up quickly, glistening at my face. "I was wrong for having you do what you did on the first day, but I couldn't help myself." I said.

"You're are so incredibly sexy, babe. But I don't want you to think that it was more than what it was."

I felt horrible because of the glassiness beginning to form in her eyes but I continued anyway. "You should know that I'm not looking for a relationship. I don't do relationships, at all. I just sleep with women with no strings attached. You don't deserve this waiting for me to do try something with you because it will never happen. I'm sorry." I said.

She stared at me softly, her doe brown eyes blinking rapidly in attempt to keep the tears from falling. She cleared her throat and nodded.

"Of course," She smiled weakly. "I knew that it meant nothing."

I didn't believe her at first, but I nodded anyways knowing that this was for the best.

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