UNDERDOG; A Ricky Horror Love Story ~

Okay, so this is my new fanfiction. The pierce the veil one will be on hold for a while and may be deleted :/ because for some reason, it's hard to right about/for pierce the veil. But I think i'll be good with Motionless In White, also considering i'm fangirling hardcore over them, at the moment LOL. But okay, I picked Ricky because he was more understandable, like that i know him. but obviously i don't. Most information in this story is FALSE. so DO NOT go and say shit that isn't true, I think I know enogh about motionless in white to know whether some information is false. Because if I don't see it as there sorce it will take alot for me to believe it. Sorry if i turn into a major faggot and use super old jokes, but yenno who cares. kso, enjoooy (: This is the intro or something of bothe Paige and Mary, ahah, okay byyeeee.  

Fan, comment, vote do all that shit. I ALSO TAKE ONESHOT REQUESTS, well short stories. BUT YENNOOO. KBYEEEE.

~ * PAIGE'S P.O.V / STORY * ~

School is a living hell for me, ever since Elementary, no one liked me, I had no friends. And that's not a hyperbole. Kids never liked me. I was different. I just ended up not caring. By grade 8 I went through that "I don't give a f-ck about anything. Including you." attitude. It stuck with me all through high school and followed me all the way to grade 12.

Ever since grade 7 I’ve been that "Gothic, Emo chick" who likes the satanic music. Hah okay, I was more politically, and mentally correct than any of the kids my age that I knew. Lucky me though, I still got shit. I got shit for being fat, not having the looks, and not meeting up with society.

I wore skinny jeans and hoodies, I was so self-conscious, I never showed any body what so ever, I had medium length hair and dyed it every month. I got picked on for that too. 

Whatever I did didn't make me perfect, I tried "Dieting" and that didn't work. I just went through the same routine each day... "Fat, pig, slut, go cut yourself, no one loves you, no one would care if you died" they were right. I am a fat pig, I’m not a slut because I haven't kissed anyone yet nor dated, no guy or girl will go near me. 

If someone ends up actually falling in love with me, which I doubt will happen; I know what I want in the future. For my "wedding" nothing big, just my parents and a few close friends, a black 'princess' dress, black veil. Pretty much the wedding colours will be black and red. For the guy, I don't know someone loving and understandable, someone like me. Someone who loves to write read or sing, someone who sees the true colours of life. That someone is perfect. I want to be healthy with that person too. I know I will, and I can tell when. Because I never say "I Love You" to someone I’m in a relationship with if I don't mean it, I may be rude but I’m not I’m not that rude. But we all know your fantasies only come true in books.

~ * RICKYS P.O.V * ~

(kso obviously i don't legit know how he feels, i'm just going to kind of, shadow it i guess a bit from what he's said on interviews and the obvious.)

As days go by your life just keeps spiraling downward, call me a faggot but hey.  That’s all I get called anyways, ‘Emo, faggot, kill yourself’ just a few of the many names and things said to me daily. Yeah it gets tiring, yeah it sucks a lot. I’ve coped with it. Bullying is honestly just a matter of being insecure altogether, for the victim, and the portrayer. The portrayer picks on the victims harmless insecurities just to make THEMSELVES feel better. Bullying has and always leaves so many problems to youth including myself, suicide, depression, anxiety etc. It’s just horrible. 

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sorry, Ricky's P.O.V is short :/ what do you think? Keep or Delete? Opinions please! thanks (: