𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥'𝐬 𝐀𝐝𝐯𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞 | Sakuatsu

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Written by: Sarahlynn

"Go to hell."

"Oh honey, where do you think I came from?"

Atsumu had a meaningless life. He served no purpose, but he did have one desire.

The one thing he wanted, was to have the same fate as his dearest friend, Tooru Oikawa. Tooru became famous. He had everything he truly wanted, then one day, he took his life. Why?

I'll never know.

I want to do what he did. For me, his story is inspiring. I wan't to be looked at like a masterpiece. A prodigy. I want to be a star, I want people to love me. I want people to want to be me. After that, I wanna take it all away. Piss them all off. 

All the people desperate to be me, all the people I would be an idol too, would shatter. 

I want the fragments of their hearts spread across the floor.

I want the same fate as Tooru Oikawa.

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It wasn't as easy as it seemed. Sure, he had an undeniable talent, but to be recognized? 

That was a different story.

After dozens of posted covers and even some songs he wrote himself, nothing.

 How did Tooru do it? 

Atsumu was alone. His brother and him seemed to drift apart. They had different lives, after all they were adults now. They couldn't stay together forever. It wasn't often Atsumu would see his brother, maybe holidays? Occasional weekends?

Besides that, he had nothing.

He once had Tooru Oikawa. Although he left, and Atsumu couldn't blame him.

Ultimately, it's a cruel world.

The only thing he couldn't understand, was why did HE do it?

He had everything anyone could have dreamed for.

He became rich, met famous people, created albums.

So why did he have to leave me?

I never understood it, but I was never mad.