Uncontrollable.

Let me tell my story..

I'm not going to lie. I have a good life. When I think about it i couldn't ask for better. But behind the gifts the money the image i walk around with, there's a story one that's yet untold. One which i will put here.
I'm a teenager.
What more can i say? I get stressed if things don't go my way. But don't we all? I mean we think we know what's best for us, we think we are grown up, tough. We think we can rule the world. In Hines sight we cant. But that won't stop us believing. The thing is we can be so devoted so passionate, but at the end of it all we do nothing.
We are teenagers.
My story is like many others. Birth, loved ones come and go. disappointment. We have all disappointed someone that mattered. But once it's done it's done. What you will soon see become clear is how badly that's turned out for me.
I'm an only child. Yes all eyes on me. If my grades slip I'm done. My behaviour slips I'm done. You see i can never do anything without thinking of consequences. I was taught to never rely on others. I didn't listen. I was heartbroken when i was betrayed. That why I always listen to them now. They some how know exactly what to do. it's as of your given a power when you become a parent to give good advice. The thing is...i still make mistakes i worry so much..but my parents never see how much i worry how hard I really do try...as much as i trust them i feel like they won't believe me when i tell them how I worry so much about grades and they turn out bad they seem to think i don't care when with all my heart i do..well 99% of me does..because...well..were all friends here..i like this boy..he makes my heart skip a beat seeing his bright blue eyes his combed back blonde hair..my heart melts at the though of his perfectly chiseled chin. Only one boy can make me lose control..
That's enough about me.. see you tomorrow! Xxx
Bye..
Daisy x