Dear Matthew; m.e.

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Dear Matthew,
today my world fell apart.
You took me to the park and held my hand, you looked me in the eyes and said that you loved me so much.
You said that you will be back and that you never meant to hurt me, by that time i knew it was all going down. i felt a Deep pain in my chest, my eyes filling up with tears. "I have to leave for Magcon Shae, I'm so sorry please don't cry" you Said that and looked at me with sorrowful eyes. I was bawling my eyes out, i was happy about you being in Magcon and Everything but i never thought you would leave for it.
"we just suddenly got big and we have to travel to places and do shows"
you said still looking at me holding me hands. "i will be waiting for you shae"
I knew you wouldn't,
I knew you would find someone prettier, better, more confident than me.
You need someone like that not me.
I just want you to know Matthew that i will always love you no matter what and that even if you do find someone better i Will always have those feelings for you.

Love, Shae

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okay, this chapter was really hard to write cause it was just really sad
i'm going to school rn omg kms! i'll write more during class maybe, tbh i really want more internet best friends
i got like 2, Sammi & Emerald but its alright cause their pretty rad and i love them
their legit hot af.
so i'll post when i have
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