Save Me Deku

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Deku didn't feel like talking so he just silently cried as Aizawa stood there not expecting him to do that. Aizawa didn't really know how to deal with this since Deku hadn't really told him what was wrong or what was bothering him. Deku sat there crying he couldn't stop the tears no madder how much he tried they just kept poring down his face. It was getting harder the breath and the room felt like it was closing in on him. Then it hit him he was having a panic attack right in front of his teacher. Aizawa walked over to Deku and asked him what was wrong. There was no response from Deku just a lot of heavy breathing. Deku was trying to calm down and speak but he couldn't his body acted on its own and next thing he new he was hugging his teacher for support and the feeling of someone caring. Aizawa wasn't expecting him to do that be then again he was sorta their parent since they were living at the dorms. They had no family so he hesitated a little before hugging him back. Since Deku was so close to him Aizawa could hear his breathing patterns witch wear uneven and he was breathing fast and loud. Aizawa got out his phone to text one of the pro hero's he wouldn't be able to make it for the next class and if they could cover for him. He also messaged recovery girl asking what he should do and telling her about his breathing. She said he needed to be calmed down fast because a panic attack was starting and since he is crying it won't help him at all. Aizawa started talking witch scared Deku a little since it had been so quiet. Is there something you would like to discuss with me. Deku said that it was something dumb and only a weak person like him would cry over it. Witch made him choke on the last part. Aizawa sighed and said that Deku needed to calm down and take deep breaths. When he finally calmed down enough to talk Aizawa asked again if there was something he would like to discuss. Deku sighed knowing Aizawa wasn't going to leave him alone until he told him what was wrong so he finally  started speaking. Only a weak person like me would cry about this and feel so numb Deku said. Would you mind telling me what it is that is causing you this feeling. Deku said I guess as long as you don't tell anyone and started telling him what happened. Uraraka and me were dating for a little until she broke up with me to be with someone stronger. Of course the person was Bakugou and she just acts like I'm not even there anymore. I walked in on them kissing and Bakugou had his eyes open staring at me and before I knew it i was in my dorm room tired from running. Aizawa just nodded his head listing carefully to what the fluffy green haired boy was saying. Bakugou gives me a look every time he sees me. Its kinda like an evil smile but the look in his eyes tell me that he forced Uraraka to date him. She never looks that happy around him unless there is someone else in the room. She stayed in Bakugou's room last night and when she was going to his room she looked so sad. I wanted to just hug her but I couldn't and its all so confusing. I don't know what to do about any of this. On top of the fact that Bakugou still bullies me so it isn't easy trying to put on a fake smile since I have been bullied since a young age. Deku started crying silently saying that he was weak and a hero doesn't  cry they were strong unlike him. Aizawa sighed see the condition Deku was in. Your not weak Deku and hero's do cry. They just hide all their feeling behind one big smile and when there alone they let it all out. And things like this do happen but you have to recover from them. I get what your saying and there may be reasons why she dated him even though she looks so sad. She might miss being with you. Deku looked up and said that he knew there was something else going on. She could barely look me in the eye to break up with me said Deku choking on the last part. I could see right through her she didn't want to break up it was more like she was being forced to. Deku tried to hold back his tears and stop crying but they just kept poring down his face. Aizawa hugged Deku and told him everything was going to be ok and that if there was really something going on that they would do their best to fix it. Deku hugged back burying is face silently crying. The two stayed like this for a little until Deku had calmed down. I would like you to come to school tomorrow even if its just for half the day. You can't spend your whole life locked in your dorm room. Also I need you to go see recovery girl tomorrow and get checked out. After saying that Aizawa left and Deku remained on the floor not knowing what to do. He had to go to school but maybe if he went to recovery girl and went to class for a few minutes or at least the whole class then he could leave. It was going to be pure hell there but he had no choice. At school Uraraka wasn't having the best time. Bakugou kept calling her princess ignoring the fact she asked him not to call her that in front of people. Princess whats wrong are you not feeling very well. Uraraka nodded her head lying but she just really didn't want to be there so she got a pass to go back to the dorms for the day. Bakugou was a little mad that she left early but she wasn't feeling well so he could excuse it. Soon the day was over and everyone was going back to their dorm rooms. Deku didn't know the time or that people were coming back yet and since he though he was alone he let it go. All the pain and the numbness all he could do was cry he didn't even try to cry softly it was not very loud but loud enough that if someone walked right by his dorm they would be able to hear him. Just then Deku heard a knock on his door. Its me Todoroki are you ok Deku is it all right if I come in. If its ok i would like to speak with you. Deku quickly wiped his eyes witch were red but he didn't notice and said it was ok for Todoroki to come inside. He came inside closing the door behind him and said I know something is up. First you didn't come to school today second I walked by your dorm and herd you crying. So whats really going on. Deku put up a fake smile and said he was fine. Put the fake smile away Deku we both know your not fine. He sighed and said you don't have to tell me its just that I'm worried about you. Deku sighed and told him everything. I think Bakugou had been acting weird lately. He has been a little of and he is not acting like himself. He seems to be hiding something big and as the days go by it just keeps getting harder to hide. The other day I caught him on the phone with someone discussing information. He was giving info about UA and what we did today but I heard him say the perfect day to attack would be next week. Its when the pros will be the most busy so they will never see it coming. After hearing that I figured out Bakugou was a villain and I was going to tell the pros but then I realized no one would belive  him since he was the only one. Deku said he belived Todoroki witch made him question somethings. Are we going to tell the pros about this asked Deku. No its best if we don't tell anyone replied Todoroki.

Authors note: Hi my lovelies I hop you enjoyed this chapter sorry for the long wait. I can't belive this story had gotten 200+ reads. Thank you guys so much for reading my fan fiction anyways see you next time my lovelies byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.