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Ever since you and vinnie have been friends since fourth grade you had developing stronger feelings towards him. Till this day you still have been fallen in love head over heels Over this guys that you been friends since second grade He saw you as sister and you saw him as brother, but you also see him that your his only his. But no he was with Nailea. Were you jealous....no....kinda? You don't know. You were just sad, and broken, of course you wanted the best for Nai and Vinnie to be together honestly. As you were in kitchen dining table with a oversized hoodie and shorts with the hoodie over your head, looking down on your phone scrolling through what ever we're watching you glance at the happy couple across you. His muscular arm wrapped around her waist giving a hug from behind and his chin resting on her shoulder swaying her side to side, again you felt broken but also happy cause they were together, sometime Vinnie would always talk about her all the time when you guys are hanging together. Nailea came to visit us for a bit and then head back home afterwards. "Where you going" larray asked "My room" you stood up from your seat. You you met vinnie eyes making contact with you, he smiled at you as you gave him a fake smile back at him, as you passed by the couple, in the corner of your eye you see Vinnie seeing you walking away and heading back to your room. Vinnie would be overprotective to you cause he cared SO much about you so much he could even tell that you weren't okay at all, he would always reach up to you if you were okay, if you needed anything, all you would say is: 'yeah I'm fine, thanks though'
You were in your room looking for your booze you had bought last night at a near by liquor store. You would drink,drink, and drink until you get knocked out on the cold wooden floor. You decided to fill up you bathtub while looking for your zippo lighter and your pack of Marlboro Reds cigarettes. You found a bottle of Jack Daniels in the bottom of your sink in your bathroom. That's where you would always hide your booze. As the tub was fully filled you decided to go with your clothes on and relax with a bottle of Jack Daniels in your hand and a cigarette hanging from your lips. As you stepped in, you felt the warm water toughing your ankles, and slowly sinking in your whole body in the tub. You grabbed your lighter lighting up the cancer stick and taking a drag from it. You decided to get knocked out in the bathtub. You decided to put music as you relaxed and cry soflty in your bathroom.
Oh, you and I Held our hands, told the time Oh, you and I Is it the way you and I wait
My only, my only you
Oh, you and I Is it the way you and I stay Oh, you and I In my mind, you were mine
My only, my only you
All that I'd ever see all that I'd ever believe is through All that I'd ever see all that I'd ever believe is blue
Oh, you and I Held our hands, told the time Oh, you and I It's all the same now You were mine
My only, my only you
You were now crying and tears in your eyes slowly dripping down your cheeks, you let out a loud sobbed past your lips, you couldn't do this no more you were sick and miserable to yourself and seeing them together you couldn't stand it no more you spend your whole time in your room past out cause all that liquor you just had even though you were at the age 18 but you didn't care at all cause you were sick. The members you live with always question 'whats wrong y/n' 'is she okay' you would always stay up all night and thinking about them all fucking night, you even had dark circles under your eyes and sometime when your getting and snack or something your would always where your sunglasses no matter what, even if you were alone at the house Or like one time everyone was in the kitchen talking or whatever they were doing, you went to grapped snacks in pantry, as you walked in the kitchen everyone would stop what there doing and just get quiet and stare at you.
You took a huge gulp of your whiskey, you trying the best get knocked out in your bathtub, which unfortunately you did.
You woke up in the tub with the the cigarette still hanging from your lips you got out of the tub clean your room a bit and took a shower, you heard a loud laugh that was coming from Nai, and yes you sleep downstairs. You changed into a graphic tee and sweats, you went find your lighter and a cigarette, as found them, you heard a soft knock on the door. "Shit!" You immediately H
id went over to your bathroom to look for your concealer and apply it on so they wouldn't know of your dark circles you had "y/n you there" it was Nai "Uh yea just a sec!" You shout Once your were done open door to revealed Nai and Vinnie. "Hey how you doing" Nai asked "uhh good, good um just cleaning a bit" you said "oh well um I just wanted to say good bye that's all" she said "oh your leaving" you said surprise "yeah I have to catch some stuff to do" she said "Oh okay see next time guess" you hugged her goodbye, but as you did you made eye contact with vinnie, you didn't even smiled at all, he gave a you serious looked and his jaw clenched 'what the fuck is wrong him' you thought to yourself but didn't even care at all "alright by Nai" you waved at and she waved back .
There's gonna be a part 2 for sure but I don't know if there's gonna be a part 3... maybe we'll see.
