Finding Oliver

Chapter 1*

-The moment I walked into the room, I knew something was wrong. The atmosphere was tense and bleak like someone had sucked all of the air out of the room. "What's wrong?" Only my father looked at me. "we got your results." Taking a deep breath to keep from freaking out, I said the words that I have been dreading for months. "I'm a sub, aren't I?" mother nodded and handed me the papers. It did indeed say that Oliver Blackwood was a sub. I squinted at the small print and nearly cried when I saw that I had not one dom but two!! "how is it possible that I have two doms?!" Father growled and stormed out of the room. I understood how he felt. In the Blackwood family, there were only doms. Even the women were doms. But I the youngest son was a sub. " they will be here in an hour to come and get you, please pack your bags." said my mother. My hands shook as I clenched them into fists "No" finally mother looked at me her eyes narrowed into slits. "you do not get a choice. you will pack your bags and be ready for their arrival." I wanted to cry throw a fit beg her to let me stay. But I willed my tears away I will not let them see me weak. I stalked out of the room passing my father in the hall. He didn't say anything. I didn't think he would. I hurried upstairs. I wasn't going to let someone own me as I was fine on my own. I shoved clothes in my bag and any essentials I might need. Sneaking through the house was easy we weren't a close family, and we tended to stick to ourselves. I was walking toward the door when I heard voices unfamiliar to me. They can't be here already! I'll sneak through the back I thought but was stopped by my father calling my name. "Oliver, don't even try it you will be caught and dragged back here." I gulped and slowly turned around to see my father and two men who must be my doms. The one on my father's left was tall and was looking at me with a brow raised. His hair was a deep black and his piercing eyes were a pretty green that reminds me of evergreen pines. The one on my father's right was tall too but slightly shorter than Mr. green eyes. His eyes were an amber brown with dirty blonde hair, his lips held a smirk that made me want to stare, but I forced myself to look away. "I'm Alexander," said green eyes. "and I'm Tyler," said Brown eyes. I wanted to prove to everybody that I couldn't possibly be a Sub, but I couldn't even look them in the eyes, why couldn't I look them in the eyes?! it just felt wrong like I wasn't supposed to I felt like a child. "I- I'm Oliver," I said my voice coming out higher than I intended. My father glared at me and I winced looking down. "Have fun with him," Father said and left the hall. I wiped my sweaty palms on my jeans and looked over my shoulder gauging the distance between me and the door. "don't even think about it sweetheart" It's now or never if I stay ill have to be a sub and be theirs, If I run I have a 1 in five chance I make it. I dashed down the hall narrowly missing my mother who had just come out into the hall. "Oliver get back here!" The tone of her voice scared me but I kept going. I made it out the door and headed for the gate. just a couple more feet and ill be free. Arms snatched me around my waist. "no, let me go, I don't want to be a sub. Lemme go!" I yelled struggling but to no avail. "hush little one I won't hurt you calm down." even if everything in me fought against his words, I found myself relaxing in his hold. I found it was Alex who was holding me. Tyler came up to us "sweetheart you cant run off what if you hurt yourself?" Their voices made me feel weird like soft, they made me feel soft and fuzzy. My eyes brimmed without my permission. "I- I -I'm s-sorry" Alex wiped the tears from my eyes " I know it's scary but me and Tyler would never hurt you, understand?" I nodded to choked up to answer what is wrong with me why am I so emotional. I must have said it out loud because Alex's voice soon followed. "when meeting your doms or subs you automatically start going through changes to suit your sub or dom. I'll bet you'll get shorter in the next two weeks and since it's so quick it takes a toll on your body making it weaker and more emotional." Alex picked me up and I squeaked, clinging to him they both chuckled at me and I pouted up at them. "If you can behave until we leave we will get you Ice cream, how does that sound?" I crossed my arms "I'm not a child don't treat me like one!" Tyler laughed and Alex raised his brow. "not a child? is that so? is that why your pouting and whining like one?" my cheeks burned "put-put me down!" "how about a please" said Alex. I looked down. "p-please?" they both smiled as Alex let me down, and... I took off running. "Oh no you don't" I was grabbed again and hoisted on Tylers hip. "we cannot have you keep running from us. We will force you into headspace if necessary." I gulped "f-force me? how c-could you do that?" Tyler sighed running his hand through my hair. "Doms if necessary can temporarily force their sub into subspace its mainly used when the sub refuses to slip and it's detrimental to their health, It's not something we want to do we want you to slip naturally, but if you keep fighting us we will have to. it can be dangerous trying to deny who you are." we started to walk back to the house. "slip? whats subspace? is it like what doms go into?" I rambled trying to make sense of what they had said. Tyler and Alex both stopped and looked at me. "w-what? did I say something wrong?" I looked from one to the other, "you don't know what subspace is? have you ever slipped before!?" the fuzziness returned and I wanted to cry, instead, I bit my lip. "hey, hey sweetheart, you did nothing wrong I apologize, I'm just frustrated that your parents never told you about your subspace." Alex said, a frown prominent on his face. "well it's not that hard to believe, we haven't had a sub in the family for 300 years at least." I said, looking down in shame. Tyler cocked his head "how is that possible?" I shugged. I didn't know. "Alex will you get the car ready? 'll get his things and let him say his goodbyes." Alex nodded and walked toward the driveway. "come on now let's say your goodbyes and we'll take you home." I panicked "no-no I'm not goin home with you! I can't be a stupid sub, I won't be weak I promise! please don't make me, 'll be good I don't want to be a sub! I- I-I" my breath wouldn't come and I began to blackout. "Oliver! I need you to calm down, let's breathe, In and out can you do that with me?" I tried to follow Tyler's breathing and managed to calm down some I was still a blubbering mess. "sorry I - sorry, not weak promise. sorry" I couldn't seem to get a full coherent sentence together. "It's fine little one I understand how you must feel. I promise we will all get through this together. You just have to trust us, being a sub doesn't mean you're weak, you're stronger than any of us, when you're in headspace you're trusting your doms to take care of you. That alone is brave." I sniffled and succeeded in stopping my tears. I wiped my face hoping to get rid of the evidence of crying before I said goodbye to my family. "you promise you won't hurt me?" Tyler smiled and nodded. "well let's get your stuff and we can say goodbyes alright?" we walked back to the house, just before walking in I asked " can I please walk? I promise I won't run this time." He paused for a moment looking at me before sighing. "you get one more chance ok? you run again and we will have to put you into your headspace so you can't hurt yourself" I nodded and he let me down but took my hand, "I promised I wouldn't run you don't have to hold my hand." squeezing my hand gently he chuckled "I know you won't run, this is so you know I'm here for you no matter what they say or do. I know you're afraid of them not accepting you but Alex and I will always be here to keep you safe." I looked down "I feel fuzzy." I said, my mind a bit hazy like a cloud had formed in my head. Tyler stopped beside me "I didn't think it would happen this quickly, don't worry little one, that fuzzy feeling is your headspace, don't fight it it will only weaken you and cause you to fall into a smaller headspace, not that Alex or I would mind sweetheart but I figure you wouldn't appreciate it." I nodded "whats a headspace? and what do you mean a smaller one?...I won't shrink will I!?" I shrieked "I don't want to shrink!" Tyler chuckled and I pouted before trying to school my features. I wasn't going to act like a child I'm almost an adult I shouldn't be acting like a child. The fuzzy feeling grew again and I felt small, its a weird feeling to explain, but I felt like a child again. I'm scared, I don't understand what's happening to me. He sighed for what felt like the millionth time. "you're trying to fight it aren't you, just let go I promise it won't hurt you. you'll feel much better when you do, please don't fight it."

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