Mike's pov:
I wake up in a state of panic.
' Oh....... Just another nightmare....'
I can't have one peaceful night of sleep... This always happens...
' Well..... Years of unresolved trauma will so that to ya...'
I wish I could say ive gotten used to it, but.... I don't think anyone could really get used to it. It makes my meaningless life more unbearable that it already is. I'm dead. Why couldn't I just stay dead.... Why couldn't my family stay dead.... It would be best for everyone to just move on to the afterlife....
But of course not. Things were always miserable in hos family. That's how it is, was, and always will be. Just constant suffering. Even Henry and his daughter was screwed over by their suffering. My family shouldn't have ever existed. I have nothing against my siblings or my mother, but..... If the family never existed, so many people would still be alive. My mother wouldn't have committed suicide, my sister wouldn't have had to suffer the way she did.....
And I wouldn't have had a chace to ever lay a hand on my brother.....
Or maybe..... I'm what caused everything to go wrong....
That's what....
"Dad"
Always told me. I always try and tell myself that he's just blaming me for his mistakes, but.... I can't believe myself. He was probably right. My family isn't the problem....
It's me
YOU ARE READING
Life fucks with ya...
RandomFirst off, the cover art is absolutely not mine Second off, I'm not to sure what I plan on doing with this story If the is any trigger subjects, I will be sure to put them here and at the beginning of the story. I'm not planning on any large trigger...
