Promises

Chapter 15

Jack Gs POV

I don't know what to do. I'm lost. I'm confused and I'm certainly not the same. I'm scared. I get this feeling as if someone is spying on me, almost as if I was being hunted.

Nobody could feel my pain. I just wanted to be alone with my baby. My parents are always out. They're alcoholics. They're almost bi-polar. They act like normal parents around my friends and I. But when they're alone together. They're... Different.

"Baby I think you need to go home." I whispered

"B-but I just got here. I don't want to leave." He cried

"Please baby. For me." I said

"W-what if Ty-Tyler hurts me. Or try's to hurt me." He sobbed.

"He won't your his brother. He won't do anything."

"But Jack I'm scared." He said and burrows his head in my chest and I just hugged him and sighed.

"Please." I said

"F-fine." He said and loosened his grip from my body and shuffled his feet over to the door.

"Bye baby." I kissed his forehead and hugged him.

"Bye." He whispered

"I love you." I said sounding like it was a question.

"I love you too." He said and walked out the door.

I watched him slowly walk over to his car and pull out of the driveway. I hate to see him leave but I needed to be alone.

I went over to my kitchen and grabbed a water bottle and went to my bathroom.

I closed the door slowly and locked it. I placed the bottle on the counter. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was a mess.

I opened the cabinet and searched through my shelves and I found it. My razor. I thought I would never see this thing again.

I put it on the counter and grabbed my water a chugged it down in one gulp. I through it In the garbage bin and grabbed my razor and sat on the edge of the bathtub. I rolled up my baggy sweater and held the razor to my skin. I closed my eyes and dragged the blade across. I looked at my wrist and I sighed in relief. I noticed all the blood was coming out and I grabbed a towel and ran it under the water. I dabbed it on the fresh cut.

I placed the towel in the garbage bin and grabbed a big bandage and stuck it on my slice. I rolled down my sleeve and looked at my face in the mirror. I smiled and laughed and shook my head and walked out of the door.

Jack Js POV

I parked in my driveway and got out of my car and jogged to the front steps. I opened the door and I saw Tyler had a friend over.

"Hey JJ." He smiled

"H-hi. Who's this?"

"This is Sa- wait where have you been!?" He yelled

"I went to get some stuff at the grocery store." I lied

"Where are the groceries?" He asked standing up.

"There in the car." I lied again.

"Oh okay I'll go get them." He said I had to act fast.

I stood in front of him.

"No." I said a little bit to suspiciously.

"Whats going on?" He asked

"You didn't go to the grocery store. Where did you go?" He asked

"Fine I went to the mall." I lied... Again.

"The mall?" He laughed

"Yeah Tyler."

"With who?"

"Myself."

"Really?"

"Mmhmm."

I moved my way up the stairs and I sat down on my bed. I looked out my window and saw the police pull into our driveway and rush out the car.

"EVERYONE IN THE HOUSE HANDS IN THE AIR! THIS IS THE POLICE!" I heard a women yell and I heard a door slam open.

I smiled to myself and layed down on my bed. This is going to be a great night.