I should probably tell whoever finds this about the other thing I have, a stuffed dog. That's all it is. A stuffed dog, I don't know how I got it. Honestly I don't care how i got it, it's the only thing that ever feels my love.
I should probably get on to what has happened today. We got a new kid which is always interesting. The girl is 11 and so full of hope. She won't have hope for that long. Once you get rejected enough times you lose it and being 11 means you have a chance of getting adopted. Not like me who doesn't have a chance at all. People who want to adopt like kids before they become teens, after that no one wants you besides a random stuffed dog you have. I don't think I'll ever be adopted, the new girl will probably get adopted before me. I bet Bella will get adopted before I do. I'll be the last one here. That doesn't sound so bad. No one to bother or annoy me. I'll finally be alone with no one. On the downside it will mean that no one loves me, but you can't have everything. Some people can't have the new iPhone, some people can't have a car, and I can't have a family. Seems fair to me. Some ungrateful kids don't get a thing worth hundreds of dollars and I don't get something everyone was born with. Perfectly fair. The o ly thing I've wanted more than a family is more than 1 friend. Speaking of Bella she has until June 17 before she leaves forever and probably doesn't adopt me and all I have is a stuffed dog. Her boyfriend says he wants to adopt a kid but it won't be me. I'll be just some 14 year old kid that writes in a journal to no one and sleeps with a stuffed dog. Who knows maybe I'll get adopted, if I do I hope it's forever and not just a week, and I hope the family actually likes me. I've got no family and one friend......oh and a stuffed dog.
