prologue

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Be prepared. This is probably the most dramatic scene of the book. Read at your own risk. I also have not went through the grammar of this, so please don't be hateful. cx

"Don't.." Louis cries, pressing his hand into his hair. "Stop.. Just go.." He sobs, crumbling onto the floor. "Louis.. Lou....?" Harry says, rushing to the floor, holding Louis in his arms. He pushes away from Harry's grip, his whole body shaking. "D-don't touch me.." He says, still holding the bottle of pills in his hand.
"L-Louis.." Harry says sadly, picking up Louis' chin with his index finger. "Louis you know what we did meant so much to me.. It wasn't just teenage lust.. It was love." He says, trying to comfort the crying boy. "If you loved me soooo fucking much, why'd you Black mail me, and make our "love" into a bet. Why'd you explain to everyone in the school how big of a whore I am, and then spread my secret, Harry. No. Not only did you tell them I was gay, you had to go on and on explaining everything to them. You explained what my dad used to do to me. Like why the fuck? Who fucking cares! Things also like how I've tried to kill myself. Then you had the fucking nerve to tell them I should have just ended it because I've been through so much. That was my personal stuff ive only ever shared with you. I Hate you Harry Styles. Leave me the fuck alone." And with that, Louis got up from his shaking, crying state, and ran outside to his car, pills in his hands still weeping.
He locks the doors, resting his hands on the steering wheel. He feels so sick to his stomach. All of this time.. He thought he was loved. He wasn't. He was hated by everyone.
Death notes, bullying, the everything.
Harry runs outside, quickly running up to the black Toyota. "Louis! Open the fucking car door now!" Harry says, banging on the hood of the car. Louis simply looks up, his eyes tear stained.
"This was what you wanted.. you said so yourself. Why do you fucking care anymore!!" And with that, he slowly Uncaps the pills with his left shaking hand, looking at Harry through the drivers window.
Harry is trying relentlessly to get the handle to open the door so much that Louis fears he won't have enough time. "LOUIS TOMLINSON DONT YOU FUCKING DARE. I DIDNT MEAN IT. PLEASE! PUT THOSE DOWN!!" Harry screams, eyes watering with tears spilling down his cheeks. In those last couple seconds, Louis closes his eyes, opens his mouth, tips the open bottle into his mouth, and takes every last pill, throwing the bottle to the floor. The tears become pouring out relentlessly.
Harry's screaming slowly fades in and out from Louis' mind. He sees everything from his life, flashing infront of him. The after school studying, afternoon picnics, the late night driving. All for nothing..
He sees Harry talking to someone on the phone In a frantic state, still banging on the glass. He slowly closes his eyes, letting fate finish its course.

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