The Love Of A Non-Existent

Chapter Three

"His thank you's"

It's getting Gloomy. The sun is setting. The stars are like izles from above, and the wind is gently blowing as if pecking a kiss at my bare face— Oh, Hi there! My love, you're back! I'm so... so glad you've decided to be back!

How was your day, Milady? Hmm?
Mine is yet again boring 'cause you're not here. But luckily, you're back, and I bet you don't have the slightest idea of how grateful I am to have you back again.

Oh, those crystallized eyes. Would you dare to believe me If I said your eyes were alike the stars I'd love to stare at night? Your presence can be compared to the beautiful luna from above. So breathtakingly gorgeous. And painfully far away from thy hold.

I missed your presence, milady. I missed the way you hum my words within your thoughts. I missed the way your facial expression changes whenever there's line you cannot fully fathom. I bet even when angered you'll still be gorgeous.

Enough to drive me mad insane.

So how are you, milady? I hope you're overwhelmed rather than in deep sorrow as of today. You know I hate seeing you sad and upset, it pained me more to think that I'm helpless at the moment.

I hope your lips are following the curves of genuine happines. I wish your eyes are sparkling in joy and not in deep sorrow. You don't know how much I wanted to caress your face, to stare deeply into your eyes until I'm lost fascinated by the purity of your soul.

Would you still want me if I existed? Forgive me, milady, but I'm kinda doubting myself. I mean, I know compared to all the fictional characters you've met I'm no winner. Compared to all the books you've read I'm no fascinating.

Even so, it doesn't change even a bit of my love for you.

Believe me, it's true. For I know how to love, even without being loved back by the Girl I am willing to risk my all. And it's you, it was always been you. The one who belonged the most gorgeous smile amongst all.

Hmm, have anyone ever told you that you're amazingly gorgeous every passing day? Your contagious smile is warming someone's heart. Your voice is making someone's day. And I'm one of that someone. Or better yet, I'm that someone.

Oh, how I'd love to exist in your world. I'd love to see you personally, to hear your voice, to be near you as possible. I swear to God if ever I'm given the chance to have you, I will never, for all eternity, let you slip away from my hold.

Keep smiling, milady. You're warming my heart. Keep humming my words, you're letting me feel things I've never felt in my whole existence in this piece of chapters. You're making me feel butterflies in my stomach, you may find it cliche but it's the truth. And I doubt I can ever deny it.

Not that I wanted to.

You know, sometimes I wish I can stop the time. If the great God will hear the wish of thy foolish little piece of soul I wish to be bestowed power and stop everything.

So that I can stop you from leaving my page.

So that I can stop you from leaving me.

But I know I can't and shouldn't think that way. I should be grateful for the spare time you've given to me. I should be grateful for the spare amount of time of feeling your touch as you hold my book gently into your delicate hands.

Ah, my piece of mind.

I'm lost as of how long you've kept your patience with me. I'm surprised and deeply overwhelmed that until this very line you're still here. You're still with me. Thank you for that, thank you for giving me the chance to welcome you in my life.

Thank you for letting me love you. Thank you for being the subject of my soul. You made my bland world colorful. You brought me happiness that no one could ever done. Furthermore, you made me feel appreciated and loved.

You made me feel worthy even though I'm nothing but a boring piece of alphabet compared to them, books that are much fascinating and Characters that could capture your eyes within instants of reading.

Whichever book you may read just remember that I'm always here. Waiting for you to turn my pages and unravel my thoughts again. Waiting for you to connect with me again. I am always here... Like I always do.

Oh, look! It's near the end of this chapter. Few more lines and our connections will be, again, cut. Painful as it may seems but I'm left with no other choice but to wait for you, my dearest. Even so, just remember that you're always worth the wait. Always been.

I love you, 'til the next chapter, love.