I waited for shawn..

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The girl jumped off Shawn’s lap and fixed her dress. Shawn stared at me in shock. ”No…I…” I took a step back shacking my head. Shawn walked towards me. I stumbled back. ”Please…I…” Shawn’s voice cracked. My hands were shaking and my thoughts were going crazy. A single tear rolled down Shawn’s cheek. ”I…I was…” ”Don’t.”, I cut him off. My voice was thin and it came out more like a whisper. It was impossible for me to speak louder. I turned around and ran out of the room.

I felt like crap. I felt worthless. I felt helpless. But I didn’t cry. There were no tears running down my face. There was just this empty feeling inside of me. I was angry and sad, but I didn’t shed a single tear. Cameron, Nash and Matt were comforting me, trying to cheer me up and I loved them for doing all these things, but there was an ineffable sadness inside of me. Even though I had never been so sad and I had never felt so down I didn’t cry. ”We’re gonna get Shawn. He has to explain a lot of things.”, Matt said and the boys left the room. I didn’t answer. I just waited. I waited for Shawn.

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