VENUS

-18-

Y'all sorry for not updating for so long guess who is going to write her midterm exams
Me 🙄
Literally I have my midterms in a few days so my mom snatched my phone and tab away ,as today is Sunday she gave it to me telling I can relax a bit today ,like what---😭😭😭being a student is hard y'all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
OK back to the story which I have kind of forgotten where I was supposed to take the plot 🤡🤡😂😂well ya
And 1 k readss akdbjdbcksjdlsjfkskfj love youuuuuuu

Lisa pov

Today we are supposed to have our rehearsal for the show which is going to start from Tommorrow ,Ahh I am so exited.
I don't know why but these days I feel like I have a serious mental issue cause I have been having the same dream for literally days now, and the weird thing is that the dream continues in a series as if I am watching some kind of drama or some. Maybe I am just watching too many dramas.

I went downstairs to have breakfast to find Jennie in shorts and sleeveless shirt ksbfjskfnskifksk yes I have a crush on her ,but you know idol life ain't that easy, in Korea lesbians and gays aren't supported much, so even if I come out of the closet it will literally become a big scandal and the groups popularity will go downhill in seconds so I have kept the fact to myself, in reality I am actually bisexual but still I have a soft side for Jennie which no one can break.

Nini is mine

To talk about how I fell in love with her

It all started when I came to Korea to become an idol, I came to Korea when I was 14 ,I left my motherland, I left my family ,I left everything just to fulfill my dreams ,but when I came here life wasn't that easy I struggled a lot due to the language barrier and members were the one who helped me out during those days ,I worked my butt off as a trainee, I was sleep deprived but still didn't care ,finally it was debut time, I debuted I became successfull but then it all started to hit

Haters

People started to hate on me, they said I was ugly , they called me Thai monkey and even worse they sent me deaththreats and very hateful comments.
It hurt, it hurt a lot
When I started to grow and my face became mature they told I had a plastic surgery even though I didn't, they acted as if plastic surgery was a crime.
When I started to gain confidence a little trying to Ignore the hateful comments on me they bashed my rapping they said I was too skinny they diagnosed me with diseases I didn't have why..... Why. ... At this point whatever I did was wrong.

It's year 2020 once again they bash me for having more lines in a song, they bash me because I didn't speak up on political issues of Thailand, they bash me because I wasn't active on instagram and so much more

And 2021 it isn't even the start of the year properly and they start to hate on me because I was a little late in uploading instagram story on rose s solo... They told my solo was bound to be a flop...

Why..... Why. .........

I am also a human why just why............

Y'all this might be not a part of the storyline but why do you hate on idols they are also humans why... The girl didn't go through so much hardships to be hated every single time she does something, just why what is the reason not only Lisa but like every idol gets bashed so much what did they do to you, what did they ever do to receive so much hate. Well I just felt like expressing my thoughts I am sorry if I offended any of you. But this is kind of part of storyline but also not just stay tuned guys bye bye 👋