cursed

prologue

Sidharth: What is my reason to breathe and live in this world where everyone around me hates me? What's the use of this life even? Why God sent me into this world where I'm nothing but a burden and they think I'm cursed? What shall I do now?

Sidharth, a 21-year-old boy is walking aimlessly on the road as now he doesn't want to live anymore. He wants to die as everyone around him hates him and calls him with different names which he hates. He thinks nobody loves him and there is no reason for him to live in this cruel world.

He remembered how people were beating him and insulting him. After some time he reached near the cliff and was about to jump when someone pulled him. Due to a sudden pull, they both landed on the ground. He was on top of a beautiful girl whose eyes were having care ...care for a mere stranger

Girl: what were you going to do?

Sidharth: was going to die because I'm a stroke of bad luck. Everyone hates me, then why should I live and for whom?

Sidharth asked showing pain in his eyes due to the views of people who bash him without any reason, who call him bad luck and say that he is cursed.

Girl: no man. It's not like that. You are so handsome and if you will smile I guess many girls will drool over you. And not everyone hates you, even if they do then live your life somewhere else. Also, get up from me, please

She said and removed her hand from his chest. Sidharth was on cloud 9 when he felt someone talking to him with love. Till now he heard everyone around him shouting at him for no reason that's why when Shehnaaz talked with him politely, he felt so happy

Girl: what is your name by the way?

Sidharth: Sidharth... Sidharth Shukla

Girl: hello Mr Shukla. I'm Shehnaaz Gill

Shehnaaz said forwarding her hand for a handshake. Sidharth smiled and shook his hand with her. Then he went towards a cliff and looked at the sky, still, he don't find any reason to live in this world because if he went back, he have to hear everything again. They will beat him and abuse him again. What he will do?

Sidharth: you can go now. Thanks for the concern by the way. Nothing will change if I die because nobody cares. For them I was a burden, when I said I will die, they said they won't care

Shehnaaz: don't say it like this. You are precious and you need to live boy, enjoy this life. You are not a burden, think that you are a great blessing on this earth. Everyone has their own set of problems but we all face them, you should also face your problems. If you think your family hates you then try to take everything positively, you will be able to see their love also

Sidharth: I'm an orphan. And I'm not precious but a curse. Everyone who stays with me has to go through many problems just because of me, I'm bad luck. People face problems because somewhere they know how to deal with them but here I'm a problem in many people's life

He said and his eyes glistened with tears. He looked down to hide his pain with a fake smile but then remembered someone said that his smile is the worst which made his smile face away. Is he worth living? He thinks that he looks worst and he doesn't have anything good. Shehnaaz wiped his tears and caressed his cheeks, she don't know how she got the guts to touch a stranger but right now she did what she felt was right.

Shehnaaz: don't think like this. I also live lonely so if you want to live with me you can.

Sidharth: what if I'm not trustworthy? How can you trust a stranger easily?

Shehnaaz: ghar pe kaafi bodyguards hai agr unke saath reh sakti hu toh tum kya ho. Also, you don't look bad

Sidharth looked at her and tried to figure out what she was trying to prove. She held his hand and made him sit inside her car. Today she came to this place just to spend time alone and scream her name loudly as she love her voice it echoes but forgot about her plans when she noticed an unknown man trying to commit suicide.
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Republishing this book again but take this book as fiction only. For me, Sidharth was a blessing and will remain as the king forever. I'm just trying something new and this book was published before his departure

Agar aap log chahte hai mai yeh book dobara na likhu then tell me here I'll not continue. Otherwise I will suggest you all to take this as a story and trust the writer❤️