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When Billie elliesh says
"Isn't it lovely all alone break me into glass my mind of stone" its hits me very hard some lyrics are so important or let's just say so deep that it hurts directly.
My music player was playing this song all day which gave me the guts to live but I am on the verge to kill myself to not to live alone to not to feel suffocation anymore I don't want to live anymore. Every time I am with people surrounded by me yet I feel something is missing, that something I always wanted for myself to live willingly without needing any permission to anyone because whenever I tried I failed I tried harder more harder but I failed because the people those are around me they don't want me to live and I myself don't want to live either so one fine day when it become really suffocated and I know I can't treat myself anymore the part of me died a long ago before when I tried to reach every person but my words failed or they don't want to understand me so I quit this life because I don't want to withstand it anymore and they are the real murderer of mine I hate you and I quit...

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