Wow, I really am starting to like you. Your precious smile. It makes my heart melt. You're everything i've ever dreamt of. Once upon a time you will have to let me go. But my love, please dont yet. I need you in some way. You make my day a little brighter even tho you can't be in my presence. I doubt you would ever make anyones life worse, most likely you would make everyones life a little better. And thats why i'm so lucky to have you here, your full attention.
Currently i'm very bored. And that's when i want you here most, i let my mind take control. It gets the best of me, it creates scenarios i know won't be possible to ever happen. But my dear the things i would do....
To have you here on my lap. Or on my bed, which ever one you felt comfortable with. We would put on a movie. Watch it for a while, it was very cute how you laughed so gentle, uncontrollably at times. It was like you were so comfortable, you were your true self. Just a little bit shy but it made you even more of a beauty.
I would get food, your favs of course. I would come back to you sleeping. Wrapped up in my soft white blanket. Your hair in a messy bun. My heart skipped a beat. I would sit down next to you. Put some loose hair pieces behind your ear. You woke up.
I looked at you, your eyes your lips. "Wow" You asked me "what". I didn't reply, just went in to kiss the side of your mouth very gentle. Your cheek would follow. I would kiss you a little more intense on the end of your cheek bone. Then kiss your neck just a tiny kiss in that fragile place just below your jaw. I would slightly pull away but keep my lips barely touching your soft skin. I breathed out a little, you shivered. Then i made my way up to behind your ear, my lips still touching the warmth of your thin skin. I planted a kiss behind your ear and whispered. "Oh, well you're just very beautiful". I looked at you, and smiled. That's the moment i was waiting for.
