Black Butler x Somewhat Abused Reader (It's an Au)

Chapter 8

I sighed as i sat down. I pulled out my phone as i got a message reading to put up the news. I tilted my head before turning on the news. My face turned sad as the news said "Girl named Sky Suarez died tonight by killing herself." I sighed before saying "I'll be in a different room." I got up and left. Ciel went and said "Who's Sky Suarez?" Summer walked into the room and she said "Sky was one of Y/N's best friends." She heard a Guitar and  everyone followed her as they reached the room i was in. Summer went and said "Well she is going to sing a song i can tell." Alois went and asked "What's wrong with that?" Amber came out of nowhere as she said "This is a song she played every time one of her friends die." Ciel and Alois were curious as they listened. I had my headphones on since they were plugged into my phone as i played the guitar. Ciel tilted his head. I went and played the Guitar as i sang "And every Five days, A child that's under thirteen, Takes their lives with a blade, Cause they were being Bullied, Suicide yea that's what causing these babies, to fly high yea, If you do not believe me, He was age 8 when he had enough, She was age 9 when she didn't feel loved, He was age 10 when he had gave up, She was 11 when she turned to dust, He was age 12 when he wanted help, She was 13 couldn't love herself, you don't believe me, Search it up yourself yea, These young babies are killing themselves." I was crying before sighing. I took a deep shuddering breath before feeling someone wrapping something around me. I opened my eyes to see Ash with his wings wrapped around me. I was smiling before hugging him back making my wings go over his. Summer smiled.  I smiled before looking up at Ash. I hugged him happily. I sighed before standing up. I flapped my wings before folding them to my side. Ash went and did the same but he hid his wings. I smiled before humming a song. And out of Habit i started to move my foot. Ciel tilted his head. Summer smiled happily. She went and said "Ash you might wanna back up." Ash back up confused. Amber went and said "Jordan." Jordan went to Amber's side. Amber went and said "Watch Y/N." Jordan nodded his head. Summer and Amber started to hum with Me as i just started to dance randomly. Ciel went and asked "Why is she dancing?" Jordan went and said "Y/N normally dances randomly when humming a song, Its how she copes." Jordan stepped in and he went and took my hand and started to dance with me. Our moves matched Each other as we moved in Sync. Ciel and Alois was Amazed. Jordan backed  up and Ash joined me. Ash matched every step. He smiled. I kept moving as i hummed. I smiled. Jordan disappeared and returned with a Violin. He started to play music on it. Sebastian smiled watching this. Ciel was amazed on how the humming matched the Violin music.  Out of nowhere an explosion was sounded and that stopped everything. I looked wide eyed as people entered the cabin. They held a gun to Ciel's and Alois's heads. I went and i wanted to protect them. The people said "Don't move and i will not shoot them." Sebastian and Claude tried but Ciel and Alois ordered them to stay back. I was scared at what was happening. I heard the click  and the cry of Alois i went and said "No Please, please!" that got everyone's attention on me. I went and said "Kill me, Kill me, Not them. Your after me kill me not them." The person smiled before moving the gun from Alois head to me and i said "Kill me and not them after you do that leave." The person smiled before shooting the bullet and it hit me i fell back being caught By Claude. Everything went Black. I knew the people left. 

(Black Butler's P.O.V)
Ciel and Alois got up and rushed over to me as they saw i was still breathing. They went and treated me the best they could. 

(Readers P.O.V)

I woke up and i looked around confused. I saw up a bit and i winced to the Pain. I looked around seeing the whole black Butler crew around me sitting in chairs all somewhat asleep.. I saw i was hooked up to the machine that showed my heart rate and my Blood pressure. I sighed. Ciel looked up at me as he said "She's finally awake." Alois went and hugged me tightly. Alois went and said "Why did you do that?" Claude went and said "Where the Bullet was located she might not be able to talk." I smiled before said this in a raspy voice "Cause i wanted to protect you and Ciel." Alois went and said "Our butlers would have protected us." I went and said "No you ordered them to stay back, Besides this is not the first time i've been shot anyway." Claude says "How can you talk so normally but the only thing that is changed is the way your voice is now?" Summer entered the room and she said "Its cause she's been shot like 20 or 21 times growing up so it's normal to her." Claude nodded his head. I sat up more. Ash went and asked "How are you feeling?" I went and said "Besides the fact it hurts to sit up I'm fine." Sebastian went and said "It is like that since you've been out for 10 months." I looked at him surprised. Summer went and said "Um Y/N your heart rate just went up." I looked at the Monitor and i smiled. I calmed myself down. Summer went and said "Is your heart failing or something?" I went and said "No the reason is cause i can control my heart rate i was just messing with you." Ciel tilted his head. William went and said "I don't understand." I made my heart rate go really high as the Monitor showed a danger signal and it did the same when i made my heart rate very low. I let my heart rate return to normal. William nodded his head now knowing what i was talking about.