Chapter 4

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It's Suzanne. My confidence deflates. My approach slows. She seems equally surprised to see me. I look into her warm large brown eyes, and I feel like a kid again, unsure, goofy. The type of kid an older brother would beat up. My eyes harden at the memory. I am standing before her thinking, she's still beautiful. In fact, she's more radiant than ever. I sigh, "How are you Doctor Suzanne Smith?"

"I am okay." Suzanne smiles.

I close my eyes a bit to hide something...vulnerability. Unfortunately, the emotions are still there when my eyelids reopen. Time did not remove the feelings I have for this woman. In that moment, my hate for black lives didn't matter. I am captivated.

I take another breath, "Ahhhm...what are you doing here?" this is a luxurious condo complex owned by my family. It's not accessible to just anyone, especially someone of Suzanne's means.

"I am here to collect a package from my attending physician. This is the address I was given. But she's not here yet. Still some minutes away." Suzanne says, looking around the plush contemporary lobby.

"I live here..."

"On the pent floor I bet!" Suzanne says, grinning. Of course, would have been my response, but I held back the comment.

"They have excellent guest service here. If you need a drink or need to use the restroom...if you need wifi services, Tray or Linda can help you." I say, showing her the persons at the reception desk.

"Thanks," Suzanne says, with a subdued smile.

After we exchange a few more pleasantries, I disappear into my private elevator. It zips me to the fortieth floor. The elevator opens into a huge bachelor suite with a stunning panoramic view of New York city. Suzanne would love this killer view. Rufus jumps on my leg. I pick up my furry friend and walk over to the security tv screens. As controller of the property, and penthouse resident, I can see all the happenings in the lobby and other places in the building. I am looking at Suzanne, sitting on a sofa in the lobby, scrolling through her phone. Imagine that...running into the elegant Suzanne Smith here. All six feet of her! I rub Rufus's head. An idea pops into my head.

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