AFTER ALL THIS TIME?? ( BECKA)

Chapter 3

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I saw Rans again! with her boyfriend! so I ran to Belle ! and grab her, I saw her being confused so she asked me

"what's happening Ecka?" Belle asked in a confused tone

"It's her again Belle"*sobs* it's Rans! I saw her with her guy! and it hurts seeing them happy!" I said to Belle while crying

"Shhh! Come on Ecka! Be strong I know you can do it.I thought seeing a person happy could make you happy too? Belle said

Yes I said it! if I saw a person happy so im happy too

'YEs Belled I said that! But seeing her happy not because of me? ugh! it sucks!*Sobs*" sabi ko

"Tahan na Ecka! I'm here naman! I'm not going to leave you!" Belle said in sincere tone

"thanks Belle even tho it' only been 2days ago when I first met you" I said and hugged Belle

inaya nako ni Belle and my other teammates to go inside the theater, and I agreed na pumasok na kami inside bumili ng popcorn si Brei and others Kaya it's only me and Gabb

I'm spacing out kase I saw how Rans look at that guy! I mean there's the spark that they called ! I saw how they totally loved each other.. I wish I was that guy! But what can I say ? I wasn't that guy that makes her happy like there's no tomorrow!

and something caught my attention! It's Rans again! With her guy!

Wait what ? they were going to watch this movie too? OOhhh noo

Destiny! Why do you play such like this? and all of a sudden why do you choose me ? to play with you!

And Sela saw it too! so she talked to me

"Hey ecka! I know you saw it too! Don't worry nothing is going to happen ok! This is only a coincidence" Sela said

I just nodded to Sela like i'm not affected but actually i'm totally affected

Brei and others came and the movie was about to start, Belle sat right beside me and Sela was in my left

When the movie was at the climax I can't help myself not to look at Rans so when I lost my temper and emotion I stand and ran as fast as I could to get out to the theater! I don't think if there would be a teammate of mine would ran after me so I just proceeded and got to the parking lot and drive myself to the oval

I parked my car where I could see it when I walked away

I walked at the middle of the oval and there's a field that you can rest . this is the perfect place I can release all my pain.

I lay my head to the grass and hear my breathing, I just closed my eyes and I don't really expected that I would fall asleep.. But when I woke up I can't help my emotions, but all I knew is now i'm crying all out in pain..

I wish I could just turn back the time when we are happy

Nakakasawa na ehh! I tried to be strong but in the end, I'm still telling myself that I wasn't that strong to let go just like that..

It's now 12am and still..Hindi pa ako nagdidinner and bumabalik ng mansion

it's just that i'll just go there if I'm already ok! Literally feel ok ! as of now ! I do really feel lost! Im still overthinking of moving on!

Because I don't know how!

I don't know the first step of moving on

The second

the Third

The Fourth

and So on...

I've decided to go home at my house to think for this problems in life !

And mom got surprised kasi I came home late

She asked me if I ate na.

But I said I ate but actually didn't

I still feel na full pa rin ako

I walked inside my room and get my secret box, where all of my memories with Rans were placed

inside the box there was our photos and some trophies of our volleyball team at Poveda and the tshirt that Rans gave me and also the jacket of Poveda that she gave me

all of our memories where all inside this box! and I can't throw it away!

I just can't! Kase for me instead of throwing away, why don't I keep it diba? Pero sometimes keeping is also the worst! sometimes you should know to let go..

my phone rang

And it's....

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wait muna tayo sa sweet moment ng BECKA

this one's flashback first don't be confused

_ Your Future LUNA