Him or me?

Chapter one - Bailey

I just woke up and remembered what I had done to my poor body the day before. I wanted to have a fresh start and mindset at losing weight, but I ended up eating cookie dough ice cream and a couple too many brownies at 11 pm, wondering what the hell I was doing with my life.

Still laying in bed I took all my strength and power, lifting myself up with the sunlight from my windows crashing down my face. I can't help but look at my self-reflection from the mirror, that is attached to my wall and just think to myself, how the fuck and why the fuck I had allowed it to come this far. Not even recognizing myself.
While taking my clothes off, I stroll to the bathroom, to take a deep bath that I
had really needed, but suddenly overhear loud knocks.

"Bailey, Delila is here!" Screams my sister from downstairs. "Fuck I totally forgot, what do I do", I ask myself. I had just woken up and wasn't in the mood to talk or see anyone.

"Hey Mrs. Gorgeous, where is Bailey? ", Asked Delila. "Hey sweetie, I think she's upstairs in her room or in the bathroom, you can have some breakfast with us ", asks my mom. "No, I am good, thanks though, maybe next time, I'll go and check up on her". "Okay do that" answers my mom. "Bailey, where are you? We're late!" says Delila loudly. She rips the bathroom door open and all I see is a gorgeous girl, with an insane body, trained legs, a cute tight red dress (that shows her body perfectly), with glasses on top of her red hair.
There I stand, in the bathroom, in a towel not even showered or dressed, just wanting to break into tears, imagining what I would do to look like that.

"Bailey come on, we have to go."

"But I can't come, look at me, I didn't even shower or rather brushed my teeth."

"It doesn't matter, just throw something on."

"I'm sorry Delila, but you don't need me, you guys can have fun without me."

"NO, we fucking need you - I need you, you are my best friend, come on pleas, you promised. We can come back later, or I can give you something to wear."

"Delila..."

"Pleas B, you promised."

I wanted to stay home so bad, I really wasn't in the mood to meet or talk to anyone, much less hang with the girls, but I knew that if wouldn't come, she would probably murder me in the next minute or so.

"K Delila... but know that I really don't want to come."

"B, you know I love you",she tells me with a big smile and gives me a kiss on the cheek.

"So, Lila what do you want me to wear so fast?"

"Just throw something on, I have clothes at home. I am going to be waiting in the car with Cora and Serena."

"K, just give me five minutes."

"Thanks, B"

I knew Delila, from when we were kids. I never knew why she wanted to be my friend. I remember when she came in as the new student, and all the guys in my class suddenly had found their new prey. She was and still is gorgeous and had that aura that made everyone like her. For me however, no one had liked me, and I didn't know why. Anyways, I was used to it... Maybe they could smell that I wasn't a kid of a millionaire that owned a big company, like everyone else's parents. The school consisted of only dushbags with a shit lot of pocket money and skinny rich girls with their mcm bags and overpriced jewelries. I also don't know how I convinced my mom to sign me up in such a private school, consisting of only rich white people. How could I think that such a school could ever accept me. Well... Delila was the only one that did, and I still don't know why.
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